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00:01:48,410 --> 00:01:50,678 So press it and give it a second 43 00:01:50,678 --> 00:01:53,170 before you start pressing again. 44 00:01:53,170 --> 00:01:57,100 Without further ado, I will introduce tonight's artists. 45 00:01:57,100 --> 00:02:00,350 Robin Atlas is a visual artist, printmaker, 46 00:02:00,350 --> 00:02:02,550 fine arts consultant and curator 47 00:02:02,550 --> 00:02:05,680 whose work has been exhibited throughout the United States. 48 00:02:05,680 --> 00:02:08,750 She creates contemporary visual midrash, 49 00:02:08,750 --> 00:02:11,800 the process of investigating Hebrew, biblical, 50 00:02:11,800 --> 00:02:16,290 and other sacred Jewish texts, as well as halachic laws. 51 00:02:16,290 --> 00:02:17,930 Adding her own artistic voice 52 00:02:17,930 --> 00:02:21,800 envisioned the ever evolving in theology of commentary. 53 00:02:21,800 --> 00:02:25,130 Her mixed media pieces combine dyed, manipulated, 54 00:02:25,130 --> 00:02:28,400 and collaged fabric and other fibrous materials, 55 00:02:28,400 --> 00:02:30,800 which have then been deconstructed and embellished 56 00:02:30,800 --> 00:02:32,790 with hand and machine embroidery, 57 00:02:32,790 --> 00:02:36,250 paper, paint, beadwork, trim, and other elements. 58 00:02:36,250 --> 00:02:39,150 She's the co-founder of Vector Artists Initiative 59 00:02:39,150 --> 00:02:41,220 and the current president of the American Guild 60 00:02:41,220 --> 00:02:42,313 of Judaic art. 61 00:02:43,290 --> 00:02:46,200 Nancy Current has been a studio artist in Seattle 62 00:02:46,200 --> 00:02:50,620 since 1987, working on glass and paper using drawing, 63 00:02:50,620 --> 00:02:53,950 painting monotype, and screen printing techniques, 64 00:02:53,950 --> 00:02:56,840 her artwork visually interprets Jewish religious 65 00:02:56,840 --> 00:02:57,870 and cultural texts 66 00:02:57,870 --> 00:03:01,090 in the tradition of contemporary visual midrash. 67 00:03:01,090 --> 00:03:03,660 She has exhibited nationally and in Canada 68 00:03:03,660 --> 00:03:05,340 and taught classes and lectured 69 00:03:05,340 --> 00:03:07,960 in the US, UK and Germany. 70 00:03:07,960 --> 00:03:11,620 Since 2013 as a co-founder of Vector Artists Initiative, 71 00:03:11,620 --> 00:03:13,610 she exhibits and co-curating 72 00:03:13,610 --> 00:03:16,473 with the AI artist, Robin Atlas. 73 00:03:17,580 --> 00:03:20,850 Jen Berger works as an interdisciplinary community 74 00:03:20,850 --> 00:03:23,720 and socially engaged artist and educator. 75 00:03:23,720 --> 00:03:26,300 Jen has developed a toolbox of creative skills, 76 00:03:26,300 --> 00:03:29,330 including street stage and guerrilla theater, 77 00:03:29,330 --> 00:03:32,530 visual arts, painting, printmaking, puppetry, 78 00:03:32,530 --> 00:03:35,580 and video that she uses to foster dialogue, 79 00:03:35,580 --> 00:03:38,320 raise awareness and intervene in social issues 80 00:03:38,320 --> 00:03:39,920 that affect us all. 81 00:03:39,920 --> 00:03:41,740 Jen works as a teaching artist, 82 00:03:41,740 --> 00:03:45,200 working with students from early childhood to adult age 83 00:03:45,200 --> 00:03:47,370 and host creative and educational workshops 84 00:03:47,370 --> 00:03:51,010 throughout the community to engage in dialogue and action. 85 00:03:51,010 --> 00:03:53,580 Along with individually designed projects, 86 00:03:53,580 --> 00:03:56,310 Jen is creating community engagement opportunities 87 00:03:56,310 --> 00:03:58,420 through her project At the Root. 88 00:03:58,420 --> 00:04:01,310 She is currently adjunct faculty at the community college of 89 00:04:01,310 --> 00:04:03,970 Vermont and Champlain college. 90 00:04:03,970 --> 00:04:08,630 Misoo was born in the Bronx in 1918, but I'm sorry, 91 00:04:08,630 --> 00:04:11,619 that would be a really long time ago, you guys, 1980, 92 00:04:11,619 --> 00:04:12,580 (chuckles) 93 00:04:12,580 --> 00:04:15,510 but moved back to her parents' homeland of South Korea, 94 00:04:15,510 --> 00:04:17,160 when she was a one-year-old. 95 00:04:17,160 --> 00:04:18,720 A short 17 years later, 96 00:04:18,720 --> 00:04:21,680 she returned to the US for the ambitions to use painting 97 00:04:21,680 --> 00:04:25,440 as her mode of emotional communication and storytelling. 98 00:04:25,440 --> 00:04:29,480 Misoo has exhibited in a number of galleries and museums, 99 00:04:29,480 --> 00:04:32,240 including the Boca Raton Museum of Art, 100 00:04:32,240 --> 00:04:35,670 Southern Vermont Art Center, Bailey Contemporary Arts, 101 00:04:35,670 --> 00:04:39,140 Florida Atlantic University, Durham Arts Council, 102 00:04:39,140 --> 00:04:42,510 Palm Beach State College, University of Texas, 103 00:04:42,510 --> 00:04:44,890 the University of Vermont Living Learning Center 104 00:04:44,890 --> 00:04:49,000 and the Fleming Museum Girls' Club in Fort Lauderdale, 105 00:04:49,000 --> 00:04:51,300 Burlington City Arts, Champlain College, 106 00:04:51,300 --> 00:04:52,297 Vermont Arts Council, 107 00:04:52,297 --> 00:04:56,230 and the Steinhardt Museum of Natural History in Tel-Aviv. 108 00:04:56,230 --> 00:04:58,570 Misoo was selected as one of Art New England's 109 00:04:58,570 --> 00:05:02,360 10 emerging New England artists in 2019 110 00:05:02,360 --> 00:05:05,480 and a Vermont artist to watch in 2020. 111 00:05:05,480 --> 00:05:06,470 Misoo currently lives and works 112 00:05:06,470 --> 00:05:09,020 in South Burlington, Vermont, and can be reached 113 00:05:09,020 --> 00:05:11,925 at misoo@misoo.org. 114 00:05:11,925 --> 00:05:14,710 Robin and Nancy will be presenting together 115 00:05:14,710 --> 00:05:17,450 on their curatorial and artistic collaboration. 116 00:05:17,450 --> 00:05:19,563 Take it away, Robin and Nancy. 117 00:05:27,417 --> 00:05:28,523 - Yeah, there we go. 118 00:05:28,523 --> 00:05:30,190 Unmuted, is that better? 119 00:05:30,190 --> 00:05:31,210 - Oh, we're unmuted. 120 00:05:31,210 --> 00:05:34,803 And we're gonna share our screen, I think, with everyone. 121 00:05:35,880 --> 00:05:36,760 - Open share tray. 122 00:05:36,760 --> 00:05:37,593 - Right. 123 00:05:37,593 --> 00:05:39,494 - Okay, and then we go to desktop. 124 00:05:39,494 --> 00:05:40,356 - This one right here. 125 00:05:40,356 --> 00:05:41,189 - Thank you. 126 00:05:41,189 --> 00:05:42,210 (giggles) 127 00:05:42,210 --> 00:05:45,253 - And then go to the top. 128 00:05:47,290 --> 00:05:50,220 So hello everyone, thank you, good evening. 129 00:05:50,220 --> 00:05:52,003 Thank you for coming this evening. 130 00:05:53,170 --> 00:05:56,700 First, I wanted to thank all of our co-presenters 131 00:05:56,700 --> 00:05:58,870 for being here this evening 132 00:05:58,870 --> 00:06:01,670 and Andrea Rosen for moderating 133 00:06:01,670 --> 00:06:03,880 and keeping us all on track 134 00:06:03,880 --> 00:06:06,530 and especially to professor Andrus 135 00:06:06,530 --> 00:06:10,933 for inviting Nancy and I in the first place. 136 00:06:12,650 --> 00:06:15,397 Wanted to talk to you a little bit about our project 137 00:06:15,397 --> 00:06:18,150 Art Vector does called 138 00:06:18,150 --> 00:06:21,030 On the Consequences of Hate Speech. 139 00:06:21,030 --> 00:06:25,370 Nancy and I met, I don't know, almost a decade ago, 140 00:06:25,370 --> 00:06:27,880 and we founded Vector in 2013 141 00:06:28,940 --> 00:06:32,760 and we did it specifically to produce 142 00:06:32,760 --> 00:06:37,240 what has now become On the Consequences of Hate Speech. 143 00:06:37,240 --> 00:06:41,040 We spent the first couple of years writing our proposal 144 00:06:41,040 --> 00:06:44,310 and the second couple of years sending it out. 145 00:06:44,310 --> 00:06:46,690 And in 2017, 146 00:06:46,690 --> 00:06:50,620 we were invited by the Bowen Island Arts Council 147 00:06:51,682 --> 00:06:54,000 to do a version 148 00:06:54,000 --> 00:06:58,333 of On the Consequences of Hate Speech at their gallery. 149 00:06:59,920 --> 00:07:03,600 The next two incarnations that Nancy and I did, 150 00:07:03,600 --> 00:07:07,077 we talked about expanding the conversation 151 00:07:09,088 --> 00:07:14,088 to include more artists having a voice in this conversation. 152 00:07:16,170 --> 00:07:18,940 And so in addition to our two narratives, 153 00:07:18,940 --> 00:07:21,810 Lashon Hara and Ladon Vador, 154 00:07:21,810 --> 00:07:25,840 we curated other artists from the community. 155 00:07:25,840 --> 00:07:29,619 Right now we're curating for a fourth incarnation 156 00:07:29,619 --> 00:07:32,660 of On the Consequences of Hate Speech, 157 00:07:32,660 --> 00:07:36,960 which will be an online exhibit because of COVID. 158 00:07:36,960 --> 00:07:41,960 And also because it allows us to be more inclusive 159 00:07:42,650 --> 00:07:47,160 and to do this exhibit for far less money 160 00:07:47,160 --> 00:07:50,130 than it would cost us to do it in a brick and mortar, 161 00:07:50,130 --> 00:07:54,183 and then everybody's shipping their work to us. 162 00:07:55,244 --> 00:07:59,440 By way of background, Nancy and I combined again, 163 00:07:59,440 --> 00:08:02,870 our narratives, Lashon Hara and L'dor Vador 164 00:08:02,870 --> 00:08:05,476 And for those of you who don't know 165 00:08:05,476 --> 00:08:08,340 - (mumbles) speech, okay? 166 00:08:08,340 --> 00:08:09,530 - Oh yeah, go ahead. 167 00:08:09,530 --> 00:08:10,363 - Thank you. 168 00:08:10,363 --> 00:08:11,240 Yeah, sorry. 169 00:08:11,240 --> 00:08:15,140 And for those of you that don't know the term Lashon Hara 170 00:08:15,140 --> 00:08:20,140 literally means evil speech. 171 00:08:21,140 --> 00:08:23,080 It has many different pronunciations 172 00:08:23,080 --> 00:08:27,503 and different spellings, but it means evil tongue. 173 00:08:28,860 --> 00:08:33,230 It's a Hebrew term we use for gossip or slander 174 00:08:33,230 --> 00:08:37,763 or other malicious or derogatory speech or communication. 175 00:08:39,040 --> 00:08:43,330 I find Lashon Hara to be so destructive to our society 176 00:08:43,330 --> 00:08:46,010 because it pits us against one another, 177 00:08:46,010 --> 00:08:47,655 rather than encouraging us 178 00:08:47,655 --> 00:08:51,533 to be compassionate, collaborative, and unified. 179 00:08:52,950 --> 00:08:55,850 There are many ways that we spread Lashon Hara 180 00:08:55,850 --> 00:08:59,520 or evil speech by talking, by writing, 181 00:08:59,520 --> 00:09:03,250 by calling on the phone, by texting one another, 182 00:09:03,250 --> 00:09:08,250 by Twitter, and most notably in this day and age, 183 00:09:08,523 --> 00:09:12,623 our social media, Facebook, and otherwise. 184 00:09:14,242 --> 00:09:18,390 Initially Lashon Hara grew from an experience I had 185 00:09:18,390 --> 00:09:20,940 in my own community. 186 00:09:20,940 --> 00:09:25,390 I actually gave a neighbor a ride home from a women's event 187 00:09:25,390 --> 00:09:26,943 that was at my rabbi's house, 188 00:09:27,900 --> 00:09:28,820 and on the way home, 189 00:09:28,820 --> 00:09:33,820 she proceeded to excoriate me about what a bad Jew I was 190 00:09:34,220 --> 00:09:38,670 that apparently I didn't live up to her Jewish ideal 191 00:09:38,670 --> 00:09:40,733 or her Jewish expectation. 192 00:09:41,660 --> 00:09:44,090 And I can't tell you all of the emotions 193 00:09:44,090 --> 00:09:45,060 that I went through, 194 00:09:45,060 --> 00:09:49,773 anger, I was speechless, 195 00:09:51,120 --> 00:09:53,220 there were all kinds of things going on in my head. 196 00:09:53,220 --> 00:09:56,740 And I talked, what had happened over with my rabbis 197 00:09:56,740 --> 00:09:58,440 in a few days later, 198 00:09:58,440 --> 00:10:03,440 and we talked about Lashon Hara and how destructive it was. 199 00:10:06,940 --> 00:10:11,803 And after that talk, I started researching the topic 200 00:10:13,990 --> 00:10:16,683 and the first seven pieces were born. 201 00:10:17,690 --> 00:10:20,280 I'm gonna talk to you about three specific pieces. 202 00:10:20,280 --> 00:10:22,477 The first one is called Thirty-One "31". 203 00:10:23,360 --> 00:10:27,300 There is a very famous Polish rabbi, 204 00:10:27,300 --> 00:10:32,300 whose name is Rabbi Yisrael Meir Kagan, 205 00:10:32,330 --> 00:10:34,703 also known as the Chofetz Chaim. 206 00:10:35,550 --> 00:10:39,790 And he was a very wise and learned rabbi 207 00:10:39,790 --> 00:10:41,810 who wrote on many, many topics, 208 00:10:41,810 --> 00:10:46,030 but he is most acclaimed for his writing on evil speech 209 00:10:46,030 --> 00:10:49,460 on Lashon Hara and 31 is representative 210 00:10:49,460 --> 00:10:52,930 of the 31 places in the Torah 211 00:10:52,930 --> 00:10:55,613 where the Chofetz Chaim found Lashon Hara. 212 00:10:57,070 --> 00:10:59,730 And then the round pods that you see, 213 00:10:59,730 --> 00:11:04,100 the round circles on the piece are a recurring theme 214 00:11:04,100 --> 00:11:06,310 that I use within the piece. 215 00:11:06,310 --> 00:11:09,020 And those are the seeds of Lashon Hara 216 00:11:09,020 --> 00:11:11,160 as they begin to grow. 217 00:11:11,160 --> 00:11:16,160 I liken it to a plant that has a life, 218 00:11:17,610 --> 00:11:22,360 and it creates seeds that fall to the ground and it grows, 219 00:11:22,360 --> 00:11:26,680 and there's a circular, a circular process that happens. 220 00:11:26,680 --> 00:11:27,943 Next slide, Nancy. 221 00:11:31,400 --> 00:11:34,090 This next piece is also related 222 00:11:34,090 --> 00:11:37,120 and it's entitled Three Murders. 223 00:11:37,120 --> 00:11:39,710 What I was trying to do was I was trying to see 224 00:11:39,710 --> 00:11:43,300 how Lashon Hara affected the physical realm, 225 00:11:43,300 --> 00:11:46,270 how it affects us in a spiritual way, 226 00:11:46,270 --> 00:11:50,080 but how it also affects the physical world. 227 00:11:50,080 --> 00:11:52,380 And this piece depicts again, 228 00:11:52,380 --> 00:11:57,380 these little circles of the pods of Lashon Hara, 229 00:11:57,450 --> 00:12:02,270 31 times again replicating what the Chofetz Chaim found 230 00:12:02,270 --> 00:12:06,440 the 31 instances of Lashon Hara in the Torah. 231 00:12:06,440 --> 00:12:08,770 And then the three horizontal stripes 232 00:12:08,770 --> 00:12:11,640 that you see in the middle of the piece 233 00:12:11,640 --> 00:12:15,890 are representative of the souls that are murdered 234 00:12:15,890 --> 00:12:18,390 when we speak Lashon Hara. 235 00:12:18,390 --> 00:12:23,280 It has been said that Lashon Hara kills three souls. 236 00:12:23,280 --> 00:12:25,270 It kills the soul of the gossiper, 237 00:12:25,270 --> 00:12:29,210 the one who is talking about a person, gossiping, 238 00:12:29,210 --> 00:12:32,850 it kills the soul of the person being gossiped about, 239 00:12:32,850 --> 00:12:35,860 and it kills the soul of the person who is the listener, 240 00:12:35,860 --> 00:12:38,086 the person who's hearing the gossip. 241 00:12:38,086 --> 00:12:39,453 Nancy. 242 00:12:42,150 --> 00:12:44,430 This last piece, I have four, 243 00:12:44,430 --> 00:12:48,330 this third piece is the last in this little series 244 00:12:48,330 --> 00:12:52,150 of narrative called In the Garden of Good and Evil 245 00:12:52,150 --> 00:12:56,740 or Chilul Hashem, the desecration of the name of God. 246 00:12:56,740 --> 00:13:01,670 And this is the poison that happens to the tree of knowledge 247 00:13:01,670 --> 00:13:05,293 when we have corrupted it with speaking Lashon Hara. 248 00:13:06,260 --> 00:13:09,490 And I have again with a whole narrative 249 00:13:09,490 --> 00:13:12,840 has a recurring theme where I use some materials 250 00:13:12,840 --> 00:13:14,580 over and over again. 251 00:13:14,580 --> 00:13:17,430 And the black seed beans in the center 252 00:13:17,430 --> 00:13:22,430 of the upper part of the tree are the seeds of Lashon Hara. 253 00:13:22,890 --> 00:13:26,030 And then there's gold bugle beads that hang off the edge 254 00:13:26,030 --> 00:13:29,640 of the top of the tree are the flowers, 255 00:13:29,640 --> 00:13:31,410 and then the blue black seed beads 256 00:13:31,410 --> 00:13:33,900 are the seeds that fall to the ground 257 00:13:33,900 --> 00:13:38,140 and they grow pods that repeat the cycle L'dor vador 258 00:13:38,140 --> 00:13:42,020 over and over again from generation to generation, okay. 259 00:13:42,020 --> 00:13:43,470 Next. 260 00:13:43,470 --> 00:13:46,850 And the last piece from my narrative of Lashon Hara 261 00:13:46,850 --> 00:13:48,826 that I'm gonna talk about, 262 00:13:48,826 --> 00:13:51,040 (coughs) excuse me, 263 00:13:51,040 --> 00:13:52,173 is entitled Eruv. 264 00:13:53,370 --> 00:13:56,010 Quite literally, according to Miriam Webster 265 00:13:56,930 --> 00:13:59,610 Eruv is described as an urban area 266 00:13:59,610 --> 00:14:02,350 enclosed by a wire boundary, 267 00:14:02,350 --> 00:14:06,800 which symbolically extends the private domain 268 00:14:06,800 --> 00:14:10,130 of a Jewish household into public areas, 269 00:14:10,130 --> 00:14:12,630 creating a larger community. 270 00:14:12,630 --> 00:14:16,550 And I did Eruv to be kind of a universal symbol 271 00:14:16,550 --> 00:14:20,520 that when you saw it in a room that you knew that, 272 00:14:20,520 --> 00:14:23,145 that that was a safe space, 273 00:14:23,145 --> 00:14:27,860 that whomever was in that space was going to put their body 274 00:14:27,860 --> 00:14:30,090 between you and whatever danger 275 00:14:30,090 --> 00:14:33,110 you were going to be engaged in. 276 00:14:33,110 --> 00:14:35,520 And it was a universal symbol. 277 00:14:35,520 --> 00:14:39,310 The E at the foot of the Eruv 278 00:14:39,310 --> 00:14:43,781 is a patch that connects different strips of cloth together. 279 00:14:43,781 --> 00:14:48,781 And it is the letter shin, when you write it in cursive, 280 00:14:51,160 --> 00:14:53,793 which is also the symbol for hashem. 281 00:14:55,270 --> 00:14:56,103 Nancy. 282 00:14:56,103 --> 00:15:01,080 - Okay, we'll go to my section of the OCHS exhibit. 283 00:15:02,320 --> 00:15:04,640 Then this is my original. 284 00:15:04,640 --> 00:15:06,753 Originally just my exhibit was L'Dor Vador 285 00:15:06,753 --> 00:15:09,520 from generation to generation. 286 00:15:09,520 --> 00:15:13,000 It's a series which focuses on a crucial Jewish principle, 287 00:15:13,000 --> 00:15:15,300 teach the next generation. 288 00:15:15,300 --> 00:15:18,050 Every individual stands at a convergence point. 289 00:15:18,050 --> 00:15:20,590 Having learned from our teachers, parents, religions, 290 00:15:20,590 --> 00:15:23,410 et cetera, we have the responsibility to pass along 291 00:15:23,410 --> 00:15:25,500 our best distillation of that learning 292 00:15:25,500 --> 00:15:27,330 to the next generation. 293 00:15:27,330 --> 00:15:31,013 So I will show you some of the pieces from that. 294 00:15:32,990 --> 00:15:37,140 These are glass paintings, which I'll discuss at first. 295 00:15:37,140 --> 00:15:39,220 And this is the first one, 296 00:15:39,220 --> 00:15:41,480 In Seeking Wisdom, the First Step is Silence. 297 00:15:41,480 --> 00:15:44,880 And recognizing that teaching morality and values 298 00:15:44,880 --> 00:15:46,700 requires knowledge and a sense of purpose 299 00:15:46,700 --> 00:15:48,920 outside of one's own ego 300 00:15:48,920 --> 00:15:50,990 I titled five of these glass paintings 301 00:15:50,990 --> 00:15:54,070 with the teachings of Solomon ibn Gabirol, 302 00:15:55,550 --> 00:15:57,870 excuse me, I got trouble with his name. 303 00:15:57,870 --> 00:16:00,770 An 11th century Jewish philosopher and poet, 304 00:16:00,770 --> 00:16:03,742 non sacred texts from the ginizah or the storehouse 305 00:16:03,742 --> 00:16:07,690 in the synagogue in Cairo are silk screened onto the glass. 306 00:16:07,690 --> 00:16:09,560 You can see them there in various, 307 00:16:09,560 --> 00:16:12,910 in black and in gold to represent thousands of years 308 00:16:12,910 --> 00:16:16,330 of Jewish tradition and rabbinical teachings. 309 00:16:16,330 --> 00:16:20,740 This first one actually includes the land of Israel in it 310 00:16:20,740 --> 00:16:22,960 because I feel that's an important part 311 00:16:22,960 --> 00:16:26,253 of our tradition and teachings. 312 00:16:28,050 --> 00:16:29,610 The second one here is, 313 00:16:29,610 --> 00:16:32,163 In Seeking Wisdom, the Second Step is Listening. 314 00:16:33,530 --> 00:16:36,810 This image evokes the teachings of the mothers, 315 00:16:36,810 --> 00:16:38,870 especially proverbs and folk sayings 316 00:16:38,870 --> 00:16:42,590 such as hatred is the fruit of fear. 317 00:16:42,590 --> 00:16:46,720 And the implied architecture represents the home 318 00:16:46,720 --> 00:16:49,470 and that the elements of that architecture 319 00:16:49,470 --> 00:16:51,500 are taken from the border decorations 320 00:16:51,500 --> 00:16:52,970 found in student primers. 321 00:16:52,970 --> 00:16:55,263 Also from the Cairo ginizah. 322 00:17:01,470 --> 00:17:03,380 I'm skipping a few here, I'm not doing them all 323 00:17:03,380 --> 00:17:06,320 but the fifth step is teaching others. 324 00:17:06,320 --> 00:17:08,450 This painting refers to a cheder, 325 00:17:08,450 --> 00:17:10,730 a traditional Jewish boys school. 326 00:17:10,730 --> 00:17:14,430 The text is both architectural and a reference. 327 00:17:14,430 --> 00:17:16,500 I mean, the actual texts in the image 328 00:17:16,500 --> 00:17:19,654 are both architectural and a reference to teaching. 329 00:17:19,654 --> 00:17:22,370 And the pattern of color in the glass creates movement 330 00:17:22,370 --> 00:17:25,243 and applies communication between the generations. 331 00:17:30,520 --> 00:17:32,430 This is the last one of the series. 332 00:17:32,430 --> 00:17:34,310 So this is the sixth one, 333 00:17:34,310 --> 00:17:37,840 so the title is taken from the Book of Psalms, 334 00:17:37,840 --> 00:17:40,770 a light passing through glass has a spiritual quality, 335 00:17:40,770 --> 00:17:43,490 which is why I choose it as a canvas light 336 00:17:43,490 --> 00:17:46,380 also refers to the transmission of learning 337 00:17:46,380 --> 00:17:47,720 besides teaching children, 338 00:17:47,720 --> 00:17:50,410 I want important ideas from rabbinical texts 339 00:17:50,410 --> 00:17:52,760 to benefit humanity in general. 340 00:17:52,760 --> 00:17:55,660 That's why in addition to the vertical structure here 341 00:17:55,660 --> 00:17:58,380 representing teaching between generations, 342 00:17:58,380 --> 00:18:00,540 there's also the triangular light going out 343 00:18:00,540 --> 00:18:05,273 from the glass frame to promote those teachings to others. 344 00:18:08,099 --> 00:18:09,649 We're going to go back to OCHS. 345 00:18:12,550 --> 00:18:13,843 - So we're gonna share with you 346 00:18:13,843 --> 00:18:17,160 some of the most excellent submissions 347 00:18:17,160 --> 00:18:18,730 that became a part of 348 00:18:18,730 --> 00:18:21,923 On the Consequences of Hate Speech III. 349 00:18:24,380 --> 00:18:26,700 This first piece is an amazing work 350 00:18:26,700 --> 00:18:30,860 by a very talented fellow named Vitaly Umansky. 351 00:18:30,860 --> 00:18:33,660 It's entitled Facebook Rage, 352 00:18:33,660 --> 00:18:36,550 and he has been struck by the fury 353 00:18:36,550 --> 00:18:41,250 that swept over the country the last few years 354 00:18:41,250 --> 00:18:45,480 that's been precipitated by social media. 355 00:18:45,480 --> 00:18:49,610 He finds Facebook to be like an opiate, 356 00:18:49,610 --> 00:18:51,180 a drug of the masses 357 00:18:51,180 --> 00:18:54,020 that will take even the nicest looking, 358 00:18:54,020 --> 00:18:57,090 most gentle mild men person, 359 00:18:57,090 --> 00:18:58,990 and with enough social influence 360 00:18:58,990 --> 00:19:02,723 can turn them into somebody we don't really even recognize. 361 00:19:05,520 --> 00:19:06,433 Nancy. 362 00:19:08,290 --> 00:19:11,917 - This painting from Tamar Hirschl Critical Current 363 00:19:11,917 --> 00:19:15,560 was one of my favorite paintings in the whole exhibit. 364 00:19:15,560 --> 00:19:18,300 Tamar spent much of her childhood as an immigrant. 365 00:19:18,300 --> 00:19:20,730 So the immigrant experience of loss and tragedy 366 00:19:20,730 --> 00:19:23,350 is especially meaningful to her. 367 00:19:23,350 --> 00:19:27,090 She was born in Zagreb, Croatia in 1939 368 00:19:27,090 --> 00:19:29,370 on the eve of World War 2. 369 00:19:29,370 --> 00:19:31,000 Trying to escape the Nazis, 370 00:19:31,000 --> 00:19:32,660 her mother took Tamar and her sister 371 00:19:32,660 --> 00:19:34,410 and fled towards Switzerland 372 00:19:34,410 --> 00:19:37,160 but they were arrested in Hungary and imprisoned. 373 00:19:37,160 --> 00:19:39,900 After their release, they walked back to Zagreb 374 00:19:39,900 --> 00:19:43,080 and hid while on the run until the end of the war. 375 00:19:43,080 --> 00:19:45,870 In 1948, her family immigrated to Israel, 376 00:19:45,870 --> 00:19:49,203 living in poverty and tents and barracks in a refugee camp. 377 00:19:50,690 --> 00:19:55,010 Critical Current addresses the tragedy of mass migration, 378 00:19:55,010 --> 00:19:57,700 immigrants from North Africa crossing the Mediterranean 379 00:19:57,700 --> 00:19:59,480 in boats are represented 380 00:19:59,480 --> 00:20:02,280 by piles of empty orange life jackets, 381 00:20:02,280 --> 00:20:04,220 their bodies, adults and children 382 00:20:04,220 --> 00:20:06,243 wash up on the shores of Europe. 383 00:20:11,600 --> 00:20:14,540 - I think Beth Haber is here with us, 384 00:20:14,540 --> 00:20:16,130 and I don't know that she knew 385 00:20:16,130 --> 00:20:18,573 that I was gonna screen this piece. 386 00:20:19,520 --> 00:20:24,240 It's a fabulous piece, it's a fabulous piece. 387 00:20:24,240 --> 00:20:28,530 And she and I kind of agreed on the premise 388 00:20:28,530 --> 00:20:31,080 that the slippage between cause and consequence 389 00:20:31,080 --> 00:20:33,240 begins with language. 390 00:20:33,240 --> 00:20:37,270 It's corruption, it's failure, or its efficacy, 391 00:20:37,270 --> 00:20:42,270 and what she wrote about was about this passage 392 00:20:42,640 --> 00:20:46,560 from Rosencrantz and Guildenstern are Dead. 393 00:20:46,560 --> 00:20:50,810 And it's the moment, it's that consequential moment 394 00:20:50,810 --> 00:20:54,930 where a difference might have been made. 395 00:20:54,930 --> 00:20:58,220 And if we have any questions about it, 396 00:20:58,220 --> 00:20:59,850 I'm so glad she's here 397 00:20:59,850 --> 00:21:02,103 because she can tell us more about it. 398 00:21:03,290 --> 00:21:07,020 Thanks for making it Beth, it's just a fabulous piece. 399 00:21:07,020 --> 00:21:10,055 - Yeah, it is. 400 00:21:10,055 --> 00:21:13,870 These are three paintings by Leah Raab. 401 00:21:13,870 --> 00:21:17,350 Leah was born in New Jersey and now lives in Israel. 402 00:21:17,350 --> 00:21:21,110 Her work addresses universal themes of exile, immigration, 403 00:21:21,110 --> 00:21:23,850 displacement, resettlement, and belonging. 404 00:21:23,850 --> 00:21:26,640 Her artwork moves back and forth continuously between 405 00:21:26,640 --> 00:21:28,630 different cultures of her homelands, 406 00:21:28,630 --> 00:21:31,470 Europe, US, and Israel. 407 00:21:31,470 --> 00:21:34,410 In Leah's words, Hitler used words 408 00:21:34,410 --> 00:21:38,260 to propagate negative feelings and false beliefs about Jews. 409 00:21:38,260 --> 00:21:40,420 The Holocaust began with poisonous speech 410 00:21:40,420 --> 00:21:42,620 and led to outright hatred, abuse 411 00:21:42,620 --> 00:21:44,810 and systematic destruction. 412 00:21:44,810 --> 00:21:46,720 My paintings of the shoes scream 413 00:21:46,720 --> 00:21:48,880 of the many murdered on the spot. 414 00:21:48,880 --> 00:21:51,770 My paintings are a memorial to the Jews who are lined up 415 00:21:51,770 --> 00:21:54,620 at the river's edge and shot into the Danube 416 00:21:54,620 --> 00:21:56,700 and to my own family members in Hungary 417 00:21:56,700 --> 00:21:59,103 who were brutally murdered by the Nazis. 418 00:22:02,520 --> 00:22:06,483 - This is a really interesting piece by Maxine Hess. 419 00:22:07,450 --> 00:22:11,870 It's a quilt and it has this wonderful mosaic quality 420 00:22:11,870 --> 00:22:16,870 and it diffuses the imagery and what's going on with it. 421 00:22:17,210 --> 00:22:20,190 And it's the story of Sonya King. 422 00:22:20,190 --> 00:22:22,110 And I only learned about it 423 00:22:22,110 --> 00:22:23,910 after Maxine made her submission, 424 00:22:23,910 --> 00:22:26,860 but Sonya King was a delivery driver 425 00:22:26,860 --> 00:22:30,200 for DoorDash of all places. 426 00:22:30,200 --> 00:22:32,849 And one day she made a delivery to a racist 427 00:22:32,849 --> 00:22:35,270 while wearing her headscarf 428 00:22:35,270 --> 00:22:38,680 and he proceeded to try to grab it off of her head 429 00:22:38,680 --> 00:22:40,133 and strangle her with it. 430 00:22:41,460 --> 00:22:42,700 And as you might imagine, 431 00:22:42,700 --> 00:22:45,440 the police were called and charges were filed. 432 00:22:45,440 --> 00:22:49,400 And the guy who did it, what was his name? 433 00:22:49,400 --> 00:22:54,400 Rick Painter, lovely fellow pled guilty 434 00:22:54,497 --> 00:22:59,497 and was sentenced to 14 months 435 00:23:00,210 --> 00:23:03,130 and ended up his sentence was reduced 436 00:23:03,130 --> 00:23:05,850 to basically time served 437 00:23:05,850 --> 00:23:10,770 by another fellow racist judge in that community. 438 00:23:10,770 --> 00:23:15,000 And Maxine was just so outraged by reading about it 439 00:23:15,000 --> 00:23:20,000 in the paper that she did a series of these quilts. 440 00:23:20,550 --> 00:23:21,383 And she said, 441 00:23:21,383 --> 00:23:24,380 my intention is to create portraits of hate crime victims, 442 00:23:24,380 --> 00:23:27,300 to encourage dialogue about how to change the focus 443 00:23:27,300 --> 00:23:31,120 from berating and belittling people who may look different 444 00:23:31,120 --> 00:23:35,110 from others to accepting and appreciating their differences. 445 00:23:35,110 --> 00:23:35,943 Nancy. 446 00:23:38,130 --> 00:23:41,150 - Okay, this is Shoshanna Brombacher's work. 447 00:23:41,150 --> 00:23:45,250 And as you can see, pretty wild stuff going on there. 448 00:23:45,250 --> 00:23:47,810 In Jewish folklore, a Golem is a creature created 449 00:23:47,810 --> 00:23:49,600 for the mud and clay of the earth 450 00:23:49,600 --> 00:23:53,120 and is animated with cabalistic spells by a rabbi 451 00:23:53,120 --> 00:23:54,730 to save the Jews in his community 452 00:23:54,730 --> 00:23:57,100 from violent attacks by non-Jews. 453 00:23:57,100 --> 00:23:59,300 A Golem is much larger than an average man, 454 00:23:59,300 --> 00:24:00,580 has superhuman strength 455 00:24:00,580 --> 00:24:02,950 and wreaks havoc on the inmates of the Jews. 456 00:24:02,950 --> 00:24:05,030 And Shoshannah's words, 457 00:24:05,030 --> 00:24:07,260 this Golem is my artistic response 458 00:24:07,260 --> 00:24:09,030 to the riots in Charlottesville, 459 00:24:09,030 --> 00:24:13,150 racists, antisemites, the KKK, white supremacists and others 460 00:24:13,150 --> 00:24:14,610 promoted abject ideas 461 00:24:14,610 --> 00:24:17,260 that split unity and harmony in this world. 462 00:24:17,260 --> 00:24:19,840 They marched the streets with their flags and chants. 463 00:24:19,840 --> 00:24:22,430 And initially were given only half of the blame 464 00:24:22,430 --> 00:24:23,503 for the riots. 465 00:24:24,433 --> 00:24:27,220 And our last piece from, Robin will describe. 466 00:24:27,220 --> 00:24:28,280 - Yes, hi. 467 00:24:28,280 --> 00:24:33,280 So this is the last piece in our presentation 468 00:24:33,430 --> 00:24:34,490 that we have time for. 469 00:24:34,490 --> 00:24:39,240 And it's by at the Pacific Northwest own, Marita Dingus, 470 00:24:39,240 --> 00:24:40,780 it's called Rwanda. 471 00:24:40,780 --> 00:24:44,390 And Rwanda, excuse me, 472 00:24:44,390 --> 00:24:49,370 Rwanda is an orphaned Tutsi child 473 00:24:49,370 --> 00:24:53,310 whose parents were murdered by the rampaging Hutus 474 00:24:53,310 --> 00:24:55,523 in the 1994, civil war. 475 00:24:56,430 --> 00:25:00,000 This massacre, it blew my mind when I found out, 476 00:25:00,000 --> 00:25:04,240 but this massacre was fueled by the constant hate speech 477 00:25:04,240 --> 00:25:07,070 by disc jockeys on the radio. 478 00:25:07,070 --> 00:25:09,830 They ranted against the Tutsis 479 00:25:09,830 --> 00:25:11,240 and they call them cockroaches 480 00:25:11,240 --> 00:25:13,660 and all kinds of disparaging names. 481 00:25:13,660 --> 00:25:15,210 And they encourage the Hutus 482 00:25:15,210 --> 00:25:17,610 to take up machetes against them. 483 00:25:17,610 --> 00:25:20,870 And they were excoriated and encouraged so much, 484 00:25:20,870 --> 00:25:25,870 it was almost like what happened on 16. 485 00:25:25,970 --> 00:25:27,860 They did take up arms against them 486 00:25:27,860 --> 00:25:32,173 and there's just mass murder took place. 487 00:25:33,160 --> 00:25:37,690 And the irony of all of this is this doll is created 488 00:25:38,830 --> 00:25:41,930 with bits of found object and junk, 489 00:25:41,930 --> 00:25:45,530 which is what Marita is known to work with. 490 00:25:45,530 --> 00:25:47,490 And these people were murdered 491 00:25:47,490 --> 00:25:49,280 as if they were just so much garbage. 492 00:25:49,280 --> 00:25:53,970 And this piece just really resonates with me. 493 00:25:53,970 --> 00:25:55,570 Nancy, anything you wanna sum up? 494 00:25:55,570 --> 00:25:57,620 - Good place to end our long description. 495 00:25:57,620 --> 00:26:01,107 We can only show a few pieces from this OCHS III show 496 00:26:01,107 --> 00:26:06,107 but you can go to our vectorartistinitiative.com website, 497 00:26:06,920 --> 00:26:08,480 and you can see the entire show, 498 00:26:08,480 --> 00:26:11,073 which includes all the texts from the artists 499 00:26:11,073 --> 00:26:15,410 describing their work and why it fit in the show. 500 00:26:15,410 --> 00:26:19,200 It's really, we do enjoy putting on a show like this, 501 00:26:19,200 --> 00:26:21,920 where we have meaningful artwork and text, 502 00:26:21,920 --> 00:26:25,097 which allows you to have the artist's description. 503 00:26:25,097 --> 00:26:27,650 So that's it from us. 504 00:26:27,650 --> 00:26:28,483 - That is it. 505 00:26:28,483 --> 00:26:29,983 We're gonna throw it back to Andrea. 506 00:26:31,910 --> 00:26:33,310 - Now do we get out of here? 507 00:26:34,156 --> 00:26:35,990 (laughing) 508 00:26:35,990 --> 00:26:36,823 Escape. 509 00:26:36,823 --> 00:26:38,962 (laughing) 510 00:26:38,962 --> 00:26:41,550 - Impeccable timing you guys. 511 00:26:41,550 --> 00:26:42,383 - I know. 512 00:26:42,383 --> 00:26:44,090 - Erika did what I was about to do, 513 00:26:44,090 --> 00:26:46,410 which is putting the link to your website in the chat. 514 00:26:46,410 --> 00:26:49,120 So reach, go check that out to see if it works 515 00:26:49,120 --> 00:26:51,173 and Jen is next. 516 00:26:55,810 --> 00:26:57,010 - Great. 517 00:26:57,010 --> 00:26:58,010 Wow, that was amazing. 518 00:26:58,010 --> 00:26:58,843 Thank you so much. 519 00:26:58,843 --> 00:27:01,650 And thank you to professor Andrus for inviting me. 520 00:27:01,650 --> 00:27:05,123 And I'm so excited to be on the panel with everybody here. 521 00:27:07,023 --> 00:27:09,574 Give me one second to figure out this. 522 00:27:09,574 --> 00:27:12,274 This is my first time using Teams, give me one second. 523 00:27:15,893 --> 00:27:17,943 I think I can get this. 524 00:27:18,840 --> 00:27:19,673 Okay, it works. 525 00:27:19,673 --> 00:27:20,506 Can you see that? 526 00:27:23,630 --> 00:27:24,830 I'm assuming, yes, okay. 527 00:27:26,490 --> 00:27:29,330 So before I jump into the projects 528 00:27:29,330 --> 00:27:31,890 that I have been working on, 529 00:27:31,890 --> 00:27:35,050 I wanted to contextualize my work or how I like to think 530 00:27:35,050 --> 00:27:38,790 or hope that my work fits into the practice 531 00:27:39,690 --> 00:27:41,310 or something called social practice, 532 00:27:41,310 --> 00:27:43,670 which is the definition here. 533 00:27:43,670 --> 00:27:47,170 This art encompasses a range of participatory strategies 534 00:27:47,170 --> 00:27:49,300 that work outside traditional context, 535 00:27:49,300 --> 00:27:52,030 to engage directly with the public, government 536 00:27:52,030 --> 00:27:55,140 or other institutions to realize their activist goals. 537 00:27:55,140 --> 00:27:57,810 And so really the art is made with a purpose 538 00:27:57,810 --> 00:28:02,600 of intervening with something and activating. 539 00:28:02,600 --> 00:28:04,880 So I'll start here with this project called 540 00:28:04,880 --> 00:28:07,490 Amplifying Voices Mural Project. 541 00:28:07,490 --> 00:28:10,470 This was created in 2015 with my collaborator, 542 00:28:10,470 --> 00:28:11,965 Michelle Seyles. 543 00:28:11,965 --> 00:28:15,043 And it was in response at, in 2015, 544 00:28:16,225 --> 00:28:20,572 the planBTV: South End was coming back up for review 545 00:28:20,572 --> 00:28:23,200 and BCA had a series of micro grants 546 00:28:23,200 --> 00:28:25,390 that they were offering to artists 547 00:28:25,390 --> 00:28:27,870 to do some research and gather some information 548 00:28:27,870 --> 00:28:30,882 from the community to bring back to this weekend conference. 549 00:28:30,882 --> 00:28:33,270 When some of the decisions were being made 550 00:28:33,270 --> 00:28:35,830 about the future of planBTV. 551 00:28:35,830 --> 00:28:39,750 And so what Michelle and I did is we worked with residents 552 00:28:39,750 --> 00:28:43,430 of affordable housing, and in the South End, 553 00:28:43,430 --> 00:28:45,870 there was three different affordable housing complexes 554 00:28:45,870 --> 00:28:47,300 that we work with residents. 555 00:28:47,300 --> 00:28:49,529 We did focus groups and interviews 556 00:28:49,529 --> 00:28:51,980 and had like large conversations 557 00:28:51,980 --> 00:28:54,000 and ask them about their hopes, their dreams, 558 00:28:54,000 --> 00:28:55,960 what was working, what wasn't working, 559 00:28:55,960 --> 00:28:58,790 and kind of put all this together. 560 00:28:58,790 --> 00:29:00,030 We brought back a sketch to them. 561 00:29:00,030 --> 00:29:02,280 They said, go for it and then we painted this mural. 562 00:29:02,280 --> 00:29:03,810 I unfortunately don't have other pictures, 563 00:29:03,810 --> 00:29:06,510 I know it's hard to see, but I'll try to explain, 564 00:29:06,510 --> 00:29:09,070 you'll see back here, lake Champlain in the background, 565 00:29:09,070 --> 00:29:11,200 there's a triptych up here, the side here, 566 00:29:11,200 --> 00:29:13,620 it looks at mostly community gardens 567 00:29:13,620 --> 00:29:15,828 and it really is about people feeling safe 568 00:29:15,828 --> 00:29:17,410 together in the waterfront. 569 00:29:17,410 --> 00:29:20,070 And there's people of many different skin colors 570 00:29:20,070 --> 00:29:22,320 and backgrounds together feeling safe. 571 00:29:22,320 --> 00:29:24,323 And that was something that residents really spoke about 572 00:29:24,323 --> 00:29:25,730 that was important. 573 00:29:25,730 --> 00:29:30,600 On the right side here, we see rooftop gardens and boats 574 00:29:30,600 --> 00:29:34,950 and kind of leisurely and accessible things. 575 00:29:34,950 --> 00:29:37,600 Right here is a solar powered bus stop, 576 00:29:37,600 --> 00:29:41,800 we see Pine street, we see Pine street right across here. 577 00:29:41,800 --> 00:29:44,010 This is before the crosswalks were put in, 578 00:29:44,010 --> 00:29:47,590 so there was a hope for crosswalks to make it more safe 579 00:29:47,590 --> 00:29:49,460 for more bus routes. 580 00:29:49,460 --> 00:29:51,720 And then the middle here, what this represents, 581 00:29:51,720 --> 00:29:55,497 is there a strong desire and need for a community center 582 00:29:55,497 --> 00:29:56,900 that there was many residents, 583 00:29:56,900 --> 00:29:59,910 not only we spoke to who either have mobility issues, 584 00:29:59,910 --> 00:30:02,440 and, or are restrained financially, 585 00:30:02,440 --> 00:30:05,140 and weren't able to access some services 586 00:30:05,140 --> 00:30:07,210 in places that were downtown or in the North end. 587 00:30:07,210 --> 00:30:09,690 And they just wanted something in their community. 588 00:30:09,690 --> 00:30:11,930 So that's kind of the main components. 589 00:30:11,930 --> 00:30:14,210 There's a lot more details in here. 590 00:30:14,210 --> 00:30:17,580 And so we brought this to the weekend conference 591 00:30:18,970 --> 00:30:21,280 in 2015 as part, 592 00:30:21,280 --> 00:30:24,460 and trying to amplify the voices of these residents 593 00:30:24,460 --> 00:30:25,833 in that conversation. 594 00:30:27,760 --> 00:30:32,700 And the next project I want to talk about here 595 00:30:32,700 --> 00:30:33,830 is the following year, 596 00:30:33,830 --> 00:30:36,820 this is a project called Think of Others. 597 00:30:36,820 --> 00:30:40,430 It was coordinated by Vermonters protesters 598 00:30:40,430 --> 00:30:42,370 for peace in Palestine and Israel. 599 00:30:42,370 --> 00:30:46,470 They wanted to highlight the work of poet, Mahmoud Darwish. 600 00:30:46,470 --> 00:30:49,530 And so his poem think of others, I think, 601 00:30:49,530 --> 00:30:50,410 no, I don't have it. 602 00:30:50,410 --> 00:30:52,510 I thought I'd put the text in here, 603 00:30:52,510 --> 00:30:55,110 is a seven line poem. 604 00:30:55,110 --> 00:31:00,110 And each line has a counterpart think of others. 605 00:31:00,860 --> 00:31:02,230 And then it is specific. 606 00:31:02,230 --> 00:31:05,800 And so they asked seven artists, myself included, 607 00:31:05,800 --> 00:31:10,170 to make a piece that talks about each of the lines. 608 00:31:10,170 --> 00:31:13,826 So this is the entire project that was put up 609 00:31:13,826 --> 00:31:17,020 at the Art Hop in 2016, where it got, 610 00:31:17,020 --> 00:31:19,400 I would say, thousands of views. 611 00:31:19,400 --> 00:31:22,830 And then this is the piece that I personally worked on. 612 00:31:22,830 --> 00:31:26,520 And my line was, as you conduct your wars, think of others, 613 00:31:26,520 --> 00:31:28,533 do not forget those who seek peace. 614 00:31:35,550 --> 00:31:40,550 Okay, so in 2016, I came across a coloring book of women. 615 00:31:43,090 --> 00:31:45,997 And I got so excited that these were, some of the women, 616 00:31:45,997 --> 00:31:47,150 and many of the women in there 617 00:31:47,150 --> 00:31:49,450 were women who had been inspirational to me 618 00:31:49,450 --> 00:31:54,400 in parts of my life that I decided to take their portraits 619 00:31:55,640 --> 00:31:57,030 and copy them onto Bristol board 620 00:31:57,030 --> 00:32:00,180 and started painting portraits of them and painting them. 621 00:32:00,180 --> 00:32:02,870 And that got so exciting as I was doing that more and more. 622 00:32:02,870 --> 00:32:04,130 I decided to think about like, 623 00:32:04,130 --> 00:32:08,850 who else has been influential to me in my life as an artist, 624 00:32:08,850 --> 00:32:11,340 as a woman, as an activist, as an educator? 625 00:32:11,340 --> 00:32:14,300 And then I started drawing and painting portraits. 626 00:32:14,300 --> 00:32:16,820 And then as I kept going, I started thinking, 627 00:32:16,820 --> 00:32:19,040 well, I should add biographies. 628 00:32:19,040 --> 00:32:20,080 I want people to know about them. 629 00:32:20,080 --> 00:32:21,390 I wanna know more about them, 630 00:32:21,390 --> 00:32:23,930 but I want to know about them and share about them. 631 00:32:23,930 --> 00:32:25,560 What I think their words would be, 632 00:32:25,560 --> 00:32:28,123 not what we always put onto artists. 633 00:32:29,040 --> 00:32:32,930 And so there was a series of 10 pieces. 634 00:32:32,930 --> 00:32:37,930 This is Rachel Carson, Billie Holiday, Mother Jones, 635 00:32:37,947 --> 00:32:42,947 Georgia O'Keefe, Yoko Ono, Alice Neel, Grace Paley, 636 00:32:45,200 --> 00:32:49,780 Ella Baker, and then Alice Walker, and Paij Wadley Bailey. 637 00:32:49,780 --> 00:32:50,867 So I've been working on these. 638 00:32:50,867 --> 00:32:52,790 And I said, when I got to 10, I would stop. 639 00:32:52,790 --> 00:32:55,510 And so last year I finally in the middle of the pandemic, 640 00:32:55,510 --> 00:32:56,343 got to 10. 641 00:32:56,343 --> 00:33:01,226 And I am very slowly been working on bringing this 642 00:33:01,226 --> 00:33:03,750 to a press and having to put into a book. 643 00:33:03,750 --> 00:33:05,360 So hopefully by the end of the summer, 644 00:33:05,360 --> 00:33:06,460 that will be the case. 645 00:33:07,536 --> 00:33:12,267 So in 2019, I thought it was important to, 646 00:33:13,973 --> 00:33:15,700 I was doing a lot of workshops and teaching 647 00:33:15,700 --> 00:33:17,590 and community work, 648 00:33:17,590 --> 00:33:20,120 not represented here and really wanted to contain it 649 00:33:20,120 --> 00:33:21,970 in a way that I could build that. 650 00:33:21,970 --> 00:33:24,800 And I took the women's small business program 651 00:33:24,800 --> 00:33:25,890 at Mercy Connections, 652 00:33:25,890 --> 00:33:28,543 and this project At the Root was born. 653 00:33:29,699 --> 00:33:31,040 I've been working on ever since. 654 00:33:31,040 --> 00:33:34,300 What I wanna share with you from vest right now 655 00:33:35,350 --> 00:33:36,450 is the work that I've been doing. 656 00:33:36,450 --> 00:33:39,430 So as a workshop facilitator, 657 00:33:39,430 --> 00:33:41,770 as one of the roles as an artist, 658 00:33:41,770 --> 00:33:46,770 and I see that as a way of really bringing people together, 659 00:33:47,050 --> 00:33:50,470 one to learn art and to build skills, 660 00:33:50,470 --> 00:33:53,330 but also to make together, create together and share. 661 00:33:53,330 --> 00:33:55,290 And in that, I think we build community. 662 00:33:55,290 --> 00:33:58,230 And I see that as a way of fighting back 663 00:33:58,230 --> 00:34:02,173 against all the different things that hate is involved in. 664 00:34:03,370 --> 00:34:06,840 So first thing I wanted to just share here 665 00:34:06,840 --> 00:34:09,050 was one of the first projects that At the Root did 666 00:34:09,050 --> 00:34:14,050 was hosted a diorama exhibit called the artists 667 00:34:14,470 --> 00:34:16,930 and 10 artists submitted dioramas 668 00:34:16,930 --> 00:34:19,670 that address different pieces of climate change. 669 00:34:19,670 --> 00:34:21,010 And we ended up having two openings, 670 00:34:21,010 --> 00:34:22,560 this was the second one. 671 00:34:22,560 --> 00:34:26,130 350 Vermont came and spoke about some of the issues 672 00:34:26,130 --> 00:34:29,590 that were affecting us at that time. 673 00:34:29,590 --> 00:34:31,120 And we talked to the artists, 674 00:34:31,120 --> 00:34:33,070 I was able to talk about their work. 675 00:34:33,070 --> 00:34:35,870 So it was really an opportunity to educate each other 676 00:34:35,870 --> 00:34:37,373 through art and come together. 677 00:34:38,540 --> 00:34:41,030 Then I continued to work with 350 Vermont. 678 00:34:41,030 --> 00:34:44,070 I also worked with the Women's March. 679 00:34:44,070 --> 00:34:45,650 So on the left-hand side, 680 00:34:45,650 --> 00:34:48,630 this is when 350 Vermont was doing a statewide march, 681 00:34:48,630 --> 00:34:50,670 and I worked with them. 682 00:34:50,670 --> 00:34:55,070 I can see is this in here we kind of created these flags. 683 00:34:55,070 --> 00:34:57,270 This is the stencil that we used, 684 00:34:57,270 --> 00:34:59,770 that they all were on the march to identify themselves. 685 00:34:59,770 --> 00:35:01,440 And then this was us making this giant banner 686 00:35:01,440 --> 00:35:03,140 that was in the beginning of the march. 687 00:35:03,140 --> 00:35:05,860 And then on the right-hand side, this was for, 688 00:35:05,860 --> 00:35:09,140 I can't remember if it was the International Women's Day 689 00:35:10,430 --> 00:35:12,590 or the women's march that happened at the state house 690 00:35:12,590 --> 00:35:15,060 in January, but we had, 691 00:35:15,060 --> 00:35:18,030 this was a compilation of the different signs and banners 692 00:35:18,030 --> 00:35:21,733 that people made to address what was going on. 693 00:35:24,552 --> 00:35:26,040 This was the call to artists for that. 694 00:35:26,040 --> 00:35:28,770 Oh, and same thing in 2019, 695 00:35:28,770 --> 00:35:32,610 I worked with CVO April's Fair Housing Month. 696 00:35:32,610 --> 00:35:36,490 This was an exhibit that was up at Fletcher free library. 697 00:35:36,490 --> 00:35:38,960 You'll see here is there is a very simple drawing 698 00:35:38,960 --> 00:35:39,810 of a home 699 00:35:41,220 --> 00:35:42,800 and invited people to come in and talk about 700 00:35:42,800 --> 00:35:44,417 what home is to them. 701 00:35:44,417 --> 00:35:48,090 And this is a way of really highlighting home versus house 702 00:35:48,090 --> 00:35:51,730 and trying to combat issues of homelessness. 703 00:35:51,730 --> 00:35:55,630 And so what we did was created these different, 704 00:35:55,630 --> 00:35:57,130 it was kind of like refrigerator magnets, 705 00:35:57,130 --> 00:35:58,980 but there were different pieces that people could write on 706 00:35:58,980 --> 00:36:00,350 and then they could move them around. 707 00:36:00,350 --> 00:36:02,650 And as people came in, they added a move it around 708 00:36:02,650 --> 00:36:04,520 and became different stories and pictures. 709 00:36:04,520 --> 00:36:06,220 And this is an early stage, 710 00:36:06,220 --> 00:36:08,670 but it was pretty full by the end of the weekend. 711 00:36:09,640 --> 00:36:12,790 This was a workshop I did in conjunction 712 00:36:12,790 --> 00:36:17,790 with the Fleming museum called the Archives of Activism. 713 00:36:18,260 --> 00:36:20,820 And so I worked with Alice Boone 714 00:36:20,820 --> 00:36:24,810 and we talked about the importance of archiving, 715 00:36:24,810 --> 00:36:26,190 of the work of activists and art 716 00:36:26,190 --> 00:36:30,160 and how we are able to use art and art history 717 00:36:30,160 --> 00:36:32,323 specifically to look at social movements 718 00:36:32,323 --> 00:36:34,670 and the changes that they've made. 719 00:36:34,670 --> 00:36:37,120 And so then we invited participants to, 720 00:36:37,120 --> 00:36:40,440 we shared images that they from different movements 721 00:36:40,440 --> 00:36:41,630 that they resonated with 722 00:36:41,630 --> 00:36:44,610 and then taught linoleum block printing. 723 00:36:44,610 --> 00:36:46,600 And so this is the workshop at my studio 724 00:36:46,600 --> 00:36:48,150 with the hive in the south end. 725 00:36:49,590 --> 00:36:53,360 Then this is just a fun Valentine's day (mumbles) making. 726 00:36:53,360 --> 00:36:58,100 And then last on these workshops here, 727 00:36:58,100 --> 00:36:59,640 this was I worked with Vermont 728 00:36:59,640 --> 00:37:01,570 on access to reproductive freedom. 729 00:37:01,570 --> 00:37:02,930 I've worked with them a couple of years in a row 730 00:37:02,930 --> 00:37:07,260 doing screen printing and they make T-shirts and tote bags 731 00:37:07,260 --> 00:37:10,950 and patches and sell them as a fundraiser 732 00:37:10,950 --> 00:37:13,680 to raise money for women who are financially unable 733 00:37:13,680 --> 00:37:17,043 to access abortions to make that available to Vermonters. 734 00:37:18,866 --> 00:37:19,699 So that's that. 735 00:37:19,699 --> 00:37:20,532 And then there's one more workshop 736 00:37:20,532 --> 00:37:25,440 I just wanted to quickly mention, which is right here. 737 00:37:26,810 --> 00:37:30,270 I'm still figuring this padlet thing out here. 738 00:37:30,270 --> 00:37:32,083 Let's see, that work? 739 00:37:34,205 --> 00:37:35,500 Here, nope. 740 00:37:35,500 --> 00:37:36,480 There it is. 741 00:37:36,480 --> 00:37:40,410 So last October in 2020, I was able to, 742 00:37:40,410 --> 00:37:42,770 I am an adjunct faculty at Champlain college 743 00:37:42,770 --> 00:37:45,160 and I was able to work with them 744 00:37:45,160 --> 00:37:47,840 in my capacity as a teaching artist. 745 00:37:47,840 --> 00:37:51,300 This is gonna take a second, it looks like the coming up. 746 00:37:51,300 --> 00:37:55,070 And last year, the Vermont Humanities Council, 747 00:37:55,070 --> 00:37:58,480 the Vermont reads book was The Hate U Give by Angie Thomas, 748 00:37:58,480 --> 00:38:03,480 which is a fiction novel based on a family 749 00:38:04,540 --> 00:38:08,620 whose community was affected by police violence, 750 00:38:08,620 --> 00:38:09,950 where there was a murder 751 00:38:09,950 --> 00:38:12,400 because of police violence in their community. 752 00:38:12,400 --> 00:38:15,080 And so this book was written I believe in 2017. 753 00:38:15,080 --> 00:38:16,497 And so people across the state are reading it 754 00:38:16,497 --> 00:38:18,747 and Champlan college students are reading it. 755 00:38:19,690 --> 00:38:23,520 So we held the workshop and basically they read the book. 756 00:38:23,520 --> 00:38:25,260 We talked about the main, 757 00:38:25,260 --> 00:38:28,010 these are images from the same workshop from earlier. 758 00:38:28,010 --> 00:38:31,210 What the main images and the main, sorry, 759 00:38:31,210 --> 00:38:33,150 the main issues that were in that book, 760 00:38:33,150 --> 00:38:34,090 and then, you know, 761 00:38:34,090 --> 00:38:37,155 three years later after the murder of George Floyd, 762 00:38:37,155 --> 00:38:39,830 you know, there was a whole amplification 763 00:38:39,830 --> 00:38:42,930 and new insight into the same issues that were in this book. 764 00:38:42,930 --> 00:38:44,350 So we compared and contrasted 765 00:38:44,350 --> 00:38:46,260 and talked about things were current. 766 00:38:46,260 --> 00:38:49,970 And then the students were asked to make something 767 00:38:49,970 --> 00:38:51,950 that resonated that they wanted to share 768 00:38:51,950 --> 00:38:54,610 as ways of combating racism and hate. 769 00:38:54,610 --> 00:38:56,090 And then they also, again, 770 00:38:56,090 --> 00:38:58,191 learn from making were able 771 00:38:58,191 --> 00:38:59,110 to make their own million prints. 772 00:38:59,110 --> 00:39:01,150 I unfortunately don't have pictures from the workshop, 773 00:39:01,150 --> 00:39:02,853 but I have this poster share. 774 00:39:06,060 --> 00:39:10,610 Also last year, if you remember right around this time, 775 00:39:10,610 --> 00:39:11,443 last year, 776 00:39:11,443 --> 00:39:14,220 we were kind of in the beginning of a flurry 777 00:39:14,220 --> 00:39:18,898 of climate change disasters that were happening. 778 00:39:18,898 --> 00:39:23,898 And a lot of us were talking about the relationship of COVID 779 00:39:24,930 --> 00:39:28,550 and climate change, how the public health piece of that, 780 00:39:28,550 --> 00:39:32,060 how we were able to interact with it more, how we were, 781 00:39:32,060 --> 00:39:34,480 how difficult it was to deal with some of these things. 782 00:39:34,480 --> 00:39:36,900 And so 350 Vermont did a call to artists 783 00:39:36,900 --> 00:39:38,890 and asked people to talk about those connections 784 00:39:38,890 --> 00:39:42,340 between COVID and climate change. 785 00:39:42,340 --> 00:39:44,430 And I will coastally so you can see 786 00:39:44,430 --> 00:39:46,983 few other artists pieces. 787 00:39:48,780 --> 00:39:52,460 This is available on online and also in print. 788 00:39:52,460 --> 00:39:57,460 And then the piece I made is right here. 789 00:40:00,457 --> 00:40:02,373 This is all digital. 790 00:40:03,780 --> 00:40:08,160 And this was a story about a young whale that was found. 791 00:40:08,160 --> 00:40:11,850 This is in June of last year, 792 00:40:11,850 --> 00:40:16,172 a young whale that because of the quiet in the world 793 00:40:16,172 --> 00:40:19,200 found its way into the Harbor 794 00:40:19,200 --> 00:40:21,050 of the St. Lawrence in Montreal. 795 00:40:21,050 --> 00:40:25,170 And it was kind of an awe and something not unexpected 796 00:40:25,170 --> 00:40:27,520 and quite beautiful and scary, 797 00:40:27,520 --> 00:40:29,820 like everything was happening at that time last year. 798 00:40:29,820 --> 00:40:31,930 And then unfortunately, 799 00:40:31,930 --> 00:40:36,330 a few weeks later they found the same young whale dead, 800 00:40:36,330 --> 00:40:39,410 and it looked like it was the cause of a boat strike, 801 00:40:39,410 --> 00:40:42,950 meaning that it was killed because of human activity. 802 00:40:42,950 --> 00:40:46,440 And to me, the story represented so deeply 803 00:40:46,440 --> 00:40:50,080 about the impact of responsibility and an agency 804 00:40:50,080 --> 00:40:52,460 that we as humans have with climate change. 805 00:40:52,460 --> 00:40:54,377 And so I submitted this. 806 00:40:54,377 --> 00:40:56,303 So that's this piece here. 807 00:40:58,800 --> 00:41:02,360 And then I wanted to also, 808 00:41:02,360 --> 00:41:06,321 this is a little bit of a different piece. 809 00:41:06,321 --> 00:41:07,490 But I wanted to share a little bit of the art 810 00:41:07,490 --> 00:41:12,170 that I made over COVID, over the last year during COVID. 811 00:41:12,170 --> 00:41:15,150 And it's just because for me so much about this 812 00:41:15,150 --> 00:41:16,700 is about relationships 813 00:41:16,700 --> 00:41:19,220 and it's about unexpected relationships 814 00:41:19,220 --> 00:41:22,820 and relating more sometimes to topics and people. 815 00:41:22,820 --> 00:41:26,020 This was a piece I submitted to somebody else's project 816 00:41:26,020 --> 00:41:31,020 in Quebec, and she had sent out these packets of material 817 00:41:31,410 --> 00:41:35,650 and embroidery yarn and said, you know, here's a topic, 818 00:41:35,650 --> 00:41:36,580 make whatever. 819 00:41:36,580 --> 00:41:38,440 So I wove together different fabrics 820 00:41:38,440 --> 00:41:41,700 and embroidered the words abolish capitalism. 821 00:41:41,700 --> 00:41:43,400 And that is a part of, 822 00:41:43,400 --> 00:41:45,270 I think there was a few hundred people that submitted pieces 823 00:41:45,270 --> 00:41:47,040 of work that she's gonna be putting together 824 00:41:47,040 --> 00:41:48,003 in an exhibit. 825 00:41:48,960 --> 00:41:50,740 And one of the things that I did last year 826 00:41:50,740 --> 00:41:53,560 was with all the meetings in the Zooms 827 00:41:53,560 --> 00:41:54,900 and kind of getting stuck on the couch 828 00:41:54,900 --> 00:41:55,840 for long periods of time, 829 00:41:55,840 --> 00:42:00,840 I picked up embroidery as a way to just keep myself occupied 830 00:42:01,270 --> 00:42:03,780 and keep my mind, just keep things going. 831 00:42:03,780 --> 00:42:06,430 And it was something that was kind of new to me, but, 832 00:42:07,720 --> 00:42:10,040 and then this is an image of the workup 833 00:42:10,040 --> 00:42:12,874 at the space gallery last year. 834 00:42:12,874 --> 00:42:14,909 And the reason why I'm sharing this, 835 00:42:14,909 --> 00:42:17,700 this is the one of the pieces I did before COVID, 836 00:42:17,700 --> 00:42:22,187 but I didn't do a lot is that, and some of them were just, 837 00:42:22,187 --> 00:42:23,020 (laughs) 838 00:42:23,020 --> 00:42:25,650 I needed to get something off my test on this fun, 839 00:42:25,650 --> 00:42:27,490 but you'll see, here's a fist. 840 00:42:27,490 --> 00:42:29,010 These are vintage napkins. 841 00:42:29,010 --> 00:42:31,280 So I didn't do this embroidery, but I added this. 842 00:42:31,280 --> 00:42:32,873 It says always for love. 843 00:42:34,070 --> 00:42:36,630 This says, I didn't hug, touch, kiss, 844 00:42:36,630 --> 00:42:39,690 F another human being for 71 days. 845 00:42:39,690 --> 00:42:42,860 So that was, I don't remember when that was, 846 00:42:42,860 --> 00:42:44,210 but that was a hard moment. 847 00:42:45,120 --> 00:42:46,150 And then if you remember, 848 00:42:46,150 --> 00:42:50,260 rainbows were becoming the symbol for I'm okay. 849 00:42:50,260 --> 00:42:51,410 People would put them in their windows 850 00:42:51,410 --> 00:42:53,360 to let people know that they were okay. 851 00:42:54,670 --> 00:42:57,110 And then CPU, SPS and vote. 852 00:42:57,110 --> 00:42:59,810 And the reason why I wanted to share these was because 853 00:43:00,670 --> 00:43:04,570 for me, the idea of connection to similar experiences 854 00:43:04,570 --> 00:43:08,390 really helps us humanize these things and not feel so alone. 855 00:43:08,390 --> 00:43:11,688 And I think in that humanizing and that feeling less alone, 856 00:43:11,688 --> 00:43:15,170 that we can't hurt those that we know. 857 00:43:15,170 --> 00:43:18,020 And so that helps us to stop othering people 858 00:43:18,020 --> 00:43:21,470 and hoping to stop hating people. 859 00:43:21,470 --> 00:43:25,210 I'm not sure where I am on time, but I think I'm okay. 860 00:43:25,210 --> 00:43:27,700 This is, so I was scheduled to do 861 00:43:27,700 --> 00:43:31,130 a series of murals last year, 862 00:43:31,130 --> 00:43:33,120 before COVID hit in the old North end, 863 00:43:33,120 --> 00:43:36,840 and then had to pivot like everybody else, 864 00:43:36,840 --> 00:43:39,486 ended up doing one mural. 865 00:43:39,486 --> 00:43:42,080 And this was the beginning of it. 866 00:43:42,080 --> 00:43:46,057 And this was called, it was supposed to be, 867 00:43:46,057 --> 00:43:48,280 we are the poor, the people in our neighborhood 868 00:43:48,280 --> 00:43:51,190 and as called, we didn't expect this to happen. 869 00:43:51,190 --> 00:43:53,940 And I surveyed people throughout Burlington 870 00:43:53,940 --> 00:43:56,563 using online surveys and phone calls 871 00:43:56,563 --> 00:43:58,740 to get everybody's experiences 872 00:43:58,740 --> 00:44:00,483 in the first two months of COVID. 873 00:44:01,563 --> 00:44:03,830 And so I painted this mural, you'll see here, 874 00:44:03,830 --> 00:44:05,630 this is the beginning, this is the beginning of this. 875 00:44:05,630 --> 00:44:07,890 There's the rainbow theme again. 876 00:44:07,890 --> 00:44:09,860 And these are just based on interviews. 877 00:44:09,860 --> 00:44:11,723 These are essential workers. 878 00:44:13,060 --> 00:44:14,710 I have some folks helping me out. 879 00:44:15,647 --> 00:44:17,066 You'll see the progress here. 880 00:44:17,066 --> 00:44:20,534 This was rookies root beer, 881 00:44:20,534 --> 00:44:23,270 one of the owners went around in a dinosaur outfit 882 00:44:23,270 --> 00:44:27,200 that was very safe and mast and just made people laugh. 883 00:44:27,200 --> 00:44:28,580 And for me, that stood out a lot. 884 00:44:28,580 --> 00:44:31,570 That was something meaningful to me and other people. 885 00:44:31,570 --> 00:44:33,810 So that got included. 886 00:44:33,810 --> 00:44:38,723 This is the full mural here. 887 00:44:39,890 --> 00:44:41,450 And so there's a little library, 888 00:44:41,450 --> 00:44:44,250 there's the parade of cars or trucks 889 00:44:44,250 --> 00:44:45,170 that say congratulations, 890 00:44:45,170 --> 00:44:46,640 the ups truck that kept showing up. 891 00:44:46,640 --> 00:44:49,390 And then all in here are little symbols of things, 892 00:44:49,390 --> 00:44:52,860 such as bread that people were baking, sourdough, 893 00:44:52,860 --> 00:44:55,860 coffee and tea, and calling. 894 00:44:55,860 --> 00:44:58,800 There's a symbol here of calling the Department of Labor 895 00:44:58,800 --> 00:45:01,610 and social media, upticks and biking. 896 00:45:01,610 --> 00:45:04,970 And so things that were kind of prevalent 897 00:45:04,970 --> 00:45:08,800 in everybody's lives at that time and in an uptick. 898 00:45:08,800 --> 00:45:12,410 And then also I included, there's a little garden 899 00:45:12,410 --> 00:45:15,250 Memorial garden for Ahmaud Arbery, Breonna Taylor 900 00:45:15,250 --> 00:45:17,720 and George Floyd who were all murdered, 901 00:45:17,720 --> 00:45:22,233 right around the beginning and of the pandemic last year. 902 00:45:23,180 --> 00:45:24,590 So that was in the 2020, 903 00:45:24,590 --> 00:45:27,200 and then I've one last project to share, 904 00:45:27,200 --> 00:45:29,300 which just happened a couple of weeks ago. 905 00:45:30,600 --> 00:45:33,050 It's called the opposite of hate is mending. 906 00:45:33,050 --> 00:45:38,050 And this was a participatory installation 907 00:45:39,750 --> 00:45:43,050 in which I built a wooden quilt. 908 00:45:43,050 --> 00:45:48,050 I had 60 tiles that were cut in a laser cutter 909 00:45:48,220 --> 00:45:49,710 that these are quilt squares. 910 00:45:49,710 --> 00:45:51,760 And when people showed up at the event, 911 00:45:51,760 --> 00:45:53,950 they were given markers and asked, 912 00:45:53,950 --> 00:45:57,110 what do you need to mend our society, our community, 913 00:45:57,110 --> 00:46:00,330 yourself, as we start transitioning out of this pandemic. 914 00:46:00,330 --> 00:46:03,040 And while these were putting together, 915 00:46:03,040 --> 00:46:07,040 here's an image of me here slowly putting this together. 916 00:46:07,040 --> 00:46:10,130 There was three dancers here with fabric 917 00:46:10,130 --> 00:46:12,590 and they braided the fabric together, 918 00:46:12,590 --> 00:46:14,740 mending this piece of fabric back together. 919 00:46:15,630 --> 00:46:18,010 And then there was live music happening at the same time 920 00:46:18,010 --> 00:46:21,440 to hold that together, you can kind of see this in process. 921 00:46:21,440 --> 00:46:25,263 Here's another picture in progress as this was going. 922 00:46:26,120 --> 00:46:29,270 And so at the very end, where's the picture, 923 00:46:29,270 --> 00:46:30,600 this picture here, 924 00:46:30,600 --> 00:46:34,100 the dancers brought the fabric over as it was put together, 925 00:46:34,100 --> 00:46:35,500 it was mended back together, braided, 926 00:46:35,500 --> 00:46:37,723 and it was used as the quilt binding here. 927 00:46:38,570 --> 00:46:41,030 And so this was a live installation 928 00:46:41,030 --> 00:46:43,470 and everybody got to participate 929 00:46:43,470 --> 00:46:46,623 and it was totally lovely. 930 00:46:47,630 --> 00:46:51,950 And so I think that that's all I've got for everybody. 931 00:46:51,950 --> 00:46:53,550 Let me figure out how to get back to the Teams. 932 00:46:53,550 --> 00:46:54,383 There you go. 933 00:46:55,460 --> 00:46:57,360 Okay, thank you so much for your time. 934 00:46:58,660 --> 00:46:59,493 - Jen, thank you. 935 00:46:59,493 --> 00:47:00,810 That was lovely. 936 00:47:00,810 --> 00:47:02,735 And another impeccably timed (laughs) 937 00:47:02,735 --> 00:47:04,670 (indistinct) things cool. 938 00:47:04,670 --> 00:47:05,920 I'm gonna check that out. 939 00:47:06,813 --> 00:47:08,230 And next we have Misoo. 940 00:47:10,030 --> 00:47:12,570 - Hi everyone, I'm Misoo. 941 00:47:12,570 --> 00:47:15,170 Thank you, Andrea for having me 942 00:47:15,170 --> 00:47:18,430 and thank you Jen and Nancy and Robin 943 00:47:18,430 --> 00:47:22,160 for sharing your stories and your work and your passion. 944 00:47:22,160 --> 00:47:25,200 We're very informative and educational. 945 00:47:25,200 --> 00:47:27,763 I am going to share my screen. 946 00:47:43,520 --> 00:47:45,003 Can you see the screen? 947 00:47:51,210 --> 00:47:53,810 - Yes. 948 00:47:53,810 --> 00:47:54,833 - Yes, okay. 949 00:47:55,837 --> 00:47:57,187 So I'll just minimize this. 950 00:48:00,750 --> 00:48:03,027 Right, so my name's Misoo, 951 00:48:04,383 --> 00:48:09,110 I am a visual artist who works to celebrate how our females, 952 00:48:11,010 --> 00:48:14,450 especially Asian girls living in America 953 00:48:14,450 --> 00:48:15,850 and also a woman 954 00:48:15,850 --> 00:48:18,593 for domestic violence victims and survivors. 955 00:48:19,730 --> 00:48:23,290 I am going to share some of my early works, 956 00:48:23,290 --> 00:48:24,910 what I was making. 957 00:48:24,910 --> 00:48:26,580 When I first came to America, 958 00:48:26,580 --> 00:48:28,600 I came to America when I was 17 959 00:48:28,600 --> 00:48:31,960 and I started painting as a form of communication 960 00:48:31,960 --> 00:48:34,110 because my English was second language 961 00:48:34,110 --> 00:48:39,110 and I had no way of communicating with other people. 962 00:48:39,820 --> 00:48:44,820 So I start painting instead of speaking and writing. 963 00:48:46,530 --> 00:48:47,710 At the time, 964 00:48:47,710 --> 00:48:50,090 the reason I am showing this painting is 965 00:48:50,090 --> 00:48:55,090 the girl that I start depicting when I was 17, 18 years old, 966 00:48:56,180 --> 00:49:01,020 it was are very different than what I am painting right now. 967 00:49:01,020 --> 00:49:04,310 I usually painted this alone girl images 968 00:49:04,310 --> 00:49:07,493 who are usually trapped in her environment. 969 00:49:08,430 --> 00:49:13,190 You can see her room is filled with bird cages, 970 00:49:13,190 --> 00:49:14,950 which symbolized her entrapment. 971 00:49:14,950 --> 00:49:17,460 She has a fake rings on her back, 972 00:49:17,460 --> 00:49:19,360 which she cannot fly very well. 973 00:49:19,360 --> 00:49:23,370 And that's just how I kind of how I was feeling at the time. 974 00:49:23,370 --> 00:49:26,160 Came to America, not able to speak language, 975 00:49:26,160 --> 00:49:28,770 I got diagnosed with Type 1 diabetes 976 00:49:28,770 --> 00:49:30,533 and my dad just passed away. 977 00:49:31,400 --> 00:49:35,170 And with all that going on, have no friends, no family. 978 00:49:35,170 --> 00:49:37,823 My mom was a full-time workers, single mother, 979 00:49:39,420 --> 00:49:41,523 just being in here, alienate me, 980 00:49:44,590 --> 00:49:49,590 and I see myself very small compared to my environment. 981 00:49:50,850 --> 00:49:55,850 I am now in this beautiful, humongous country 982 00:49:56,280 --> 00:49:59,050 they call it United States of America. 983 00:49:59,050 --> 00:50:02,260 And I have banquet in front of me, 984 00:50:02,260 --> 00:50:05,670 which I am not sure if I can eat them, if I cannot. 985 00:50:05,670 --> 00:50:08,430 I wasn't sure if I belonged here, 986 00:50:08,430 --> 00:50:12,250 I always felt that I wasn't a welcome, 987 00:50:12,250 --> 00:50:17,250 always felt I was this skinny, small, Asian girl 988 00:50:17,439 --> 00:50:21,093 who will never be a main character in this country. 989 00:50:23,870 --> 00:50:27,650 While I was in school, I started collecting porcelain dolls 990 00:50:27,650 --> 00:50:32,650 and drawing in this very disturbing images 991 00:50:33,350 --> 00:50:37,580 of them getting raped by invisible perpetrators. 992 00:50:37,580 --> 00:50:40,440 I made many drawings of these dolls 993 00:50:40,440 --> 00:50:44,213 and titled them the rape doll series. 994 00:50:45,880 --> 00:50:50,880 And I was not sure why I was making these 995 00:50:51,550 --> 00:50:56,100 over and over again until I found 996 00:50:56,100 --> 00:51:00,080 that I had this repressed memory of a child sexual abuse 997 00:51:00,080 --> 00:51:02,510 from my family members, 998 00:51:02,510 --> 00:51:04,730 from when I was about 10 years old, 999 00:51:04,730 --> 00:51:06,853 to like 13, 14 years old. 1000 00:51:07,926 --> 00:51:10,120 It was always there in back of my mind, 1001 00:51:10,120 --> 00:51:13,390 but I never had a courage to deal with it, 1002 00:51:13,390 --> 00:51:14,963 to speak up about it. 1003 00:51:16,320 --> 00:51:20,450 But I realized that it has been affecting my life 1004 00:51:20,450 --> 00:51:22,040 the whole time. 1005 00:51:22,040 --> 00:51:25,000 This one is called the gentleman's collection. 1006 00:51:25,000 --> 00:51:29,710 And then the girls usually, 1007 00:51:29,710 --> 00:51:33,040 the girls in my paintings usually are my self portrait. 1008 00:51:33,040 --> 00:51:37,450 They might not look like me, but they are myself, 1009 00:51:37,450 --> 00:51:38,760 emotional self portrait. 1010 00:51:38,760 --> 00:51:42,020 And I collected all these dolls around her 1011 00:51:42,020 --> 00:51:44,503 and she is on the couch, 1012 00:51:45,860 --> 00:51:50,130 also feeling trapped and behind the screen here, 1013 00:51:50,130 --> 00:51:52,380 there's a little hole and there's a gentleman 1014 00:51:53,590 --> 00:51:56,550 hiding behind the screen and peeking through this 1015 00:51:56,550 --> 00:52:00,790 and enjoying his pervasive collection 1016 00:52:00,790 --> 00:52:04,550 that he's tased and watching us. 1017 00:52:04,550 --> 00:52:08,840 So that really shows how I was feeling at the time, 1018 00:52:08,840 --> 00:52:13,370 that helpless little weak girl, Asian girl, 1019 00:52:13,370 --> 00:52:14,493 living in America. 1020 00:52:16,429 --> 00:52:18,050 This one is called a monster in me. 1021 00:52:18,050 --> 00:52:22,340 This is actually the first time I depicted my perpetrator 1022 00:52:22,340 --> 00:52:25,870 in my painting after I recovered the memory. 1023 00:52:25,870 --> 00:52:28,630 And even though I was a grown up woman now, 1024 00:52:28,630 --> 00:52:31,283 I was still afraid of this guy. 1025 00:52:32,540 --> 00:52:35,020 I was not able to confront him. 1026 00:52:35,020 --> 00:52:39,170 I was not able to speak up about it 1027 00:52:39,170 --> 00:52:42,540 and the waters filling up the room 1028 00:52:42,540 --> 00:52:44,580 because I'm scared of water. 1029 00:52:44,580 --> 00:52:47,360 I was almost drowned when I was little 1030 00:52:47,360 --> 00:52:51,950 and he's just dirty, fat, it's just melting down 1031 00:52:51,950 --> 00:52:56,543 and floating around the room and climbing back on my leg. 1032 00:52:59,100 --> 00:53:02,300 After awhile, I was having hard time. 1033 00:53:02,300 --> 00:53:05,670 It was very challenging to depict this narrative stories 1034 00:53:05,670 --> 00:53:07,530 of my memory. 1035 00:53:07,530 --> 00:53:10,630 So I changed to an abstract work 1036 00:53:10,630 --> 00:53:13,770 because it was a little easier to deal with it. 1037 00:53:13,770 --> 00:53:18,770 I did not have to see visual scene of a little girl 1038 00:53:19,610 --> 00:53:22,610 getting raped or a visual scene of a little girl 1039 00:53:22,610 --> 00:53:25,810 got trapped in her environment. 1040 00:53:25,810 --> 00:53:29,050 So I used the ink mark, abstract ink mark 1041 00:53:29,050 --> 00:53:30,650 to symbolize perpetrator. 1042 00:53:30,650 --> 00:53:35,650 And I drew this very delicate child's hair 1043 00:53:36,190 --> 00:53:39,820 that depicts a child, a victim, 1044 00:53:39,820 --> 00:53:42,760 and she is completely helpless. 1045 00:53:42,760 --> 00:53:46,270 She is completely under the power of a perpetrator, 1046 00:53:46,270 --> 00:53:50,400 and it really depicts how the child system is 1047 00:53:50,400 --> 00:53:53,440 at the time when she is getting raped, 1048 00:53:53,440 --> 00:53:58,040 she's getting sexually abused by her family members, 1049 00:53:58,040 --> 00:54:01,832 especially when a child does not have any place to go 1050 00:54:01,832 --> 00:54:03,263 for help. 1051 00:54:04,440 --> 00:54:09,130 The child is confused between abuse and love. 1052 00:54:09,130 --> 00:54:14,130 Child is questioning if she's okay, if this is my fault. 1053 00:54:17,170 --> 00:54:19,760 This one is called Over My Silent Body 1054 00:54:19,760 --> 00:54:22,860 and it's a depiction of child victim 1055 00:54:22,860 --> 00:54:26,693 overpowered by perpetrator. 1056 00:54:28,010 --> 00:54:29,870 These paintings are pretty large, 1057 00:54:29,870 --> 00:54:34,870 it is five feet high and eight feet wide. 1058 00:54:36,010 --> 00:54:40,920 The reason I used this large painting Nottage paper was, 1059 00:54:40,920 --> 00:54:45,320 I wanted to indicate two people the space where two people 1060 00:54:45,320 --> 00:54:47,083 are struggling together. 1061 00:54:48,895 --> 00:54:51,697 This is another one that depict a child, 1062 00:54:51,697 --> 00:54:55,080 the victim psychology it's called Ripped Apart. 1063 00:54:55,080 --> 00:54:59,860 I used the pink paints here 1064 00:54:59,860 --> 00:55:04,590 to indicate child's body fluid coming out. 1065 00:55:04,590 --> 00:55:09,590 I also used acrylic medium around the painting 1066 00:55:10,880 --> 00:55:15,880 to indicate perpetrator is ejaculating all around the paper. 1067 00:55:18,840 --> 00:55:22,293 So even though it was abstract piece, 1068 00:55:23,210 --> 00:55:27,390 I was exploring how I was feeling at the time. 1069 00:55:27,390 --> 00:55:30,990 It was the first time I was kind of understanding 1070 00:55:30,990 --> 00:55:34,640 and then understanding what happened to me 1071 00:55:34,640 --> 00:55:37,253 and expressing it through art. 1072 00:55:39,255 --> 00:55:44,255 As the work to develop, the hair got stronger, 1073 00:55:44,750 --> 00:55:48,007 the hair got darker and longer. 1074 00:55:50,460 --> 00:55:55,460 And I called these a mother's hair because I was a new mom. 1075 00:55:55,514 --> 00:56:00,514 And I drew this hair probably about 300 plus hours 1076 00:56:02,240 --> 00:56:04,200 on the paper. 1077 00:56:04,200 --> 00:56:08,830 And because I was crawling on the paper after 15 minutes, 1078 00:56:10,040 --> 00:56:14,110 my wrist hurts, neck hurts, back hurts, everything hurts. 1079 00:56:14,110 --> 00:56:19,110 And that pain was significant while I was making the art 1080 00:56:21,130 --> 00:56:25,240 because I was making more and more of a mother's hair 1081 00:56:25,240 --> 00:56:28,693 to fight with the perpetrator that I will pour all over. 1082 00:56:30,100 --> 00:56:34,440 After I drew like 300 plus hours of hair, 1083 00:56:34,440 --> 00:56:36,900 mother's hair and a child hair underneath it, 1084 00:56:36,900 --> 00:56:41,360 I ruined this painting by pouring ink all over, 1085 00:56:41,360 --> 00:56:44,190 because that was what it was. 1086 00:56:44,190 --> 00:56:48,110 That was the perpetrator ruined that precious moment. 1087 00:56:48,110 --> 00:56:50,423 It ruined the precious life of a child. 1088 00:56:55,180 --> 00:57:00,180 This is close up of that same piece after the ink was dried, 1089 00:57:00,640 --> 00:57:04,610 I was still upset that the ink is covering all the hair, 1090 00:57:04,610 --> 00:57:08,230 so I pour water on top of it. 1091 00:57:08,230 --> 00:57:10,740 And I was physically fighting the perpetrator 1092 00:57:10,740 --> 00:57:13,853 on my huge paper, I was scratching it, 1093 00:57:15,040 --> 00:57:17,943 I was ripping it and I was scrubbing it. 1094 00:57:19,820 --> 00:57:23,090 So this hair, mother's hair was revealed 1095 00:57:23,090 --> 00:57:25,840 underneath this dark ink 1096 00:57:25,840 --> 00:57:29,823 is still covering a child's hair as a protector. 1097 00:57:31,080 --> 00:57:33,203 I called this piece, I am The Barrier. 1098 00:57:39,350 --> 00:57:41,490 This is another piece that I, 1099 00:57:41,490 --> 00:57:45,370 oh, this is the only piece that I used my figure, 1100 00:57:45,370 --> 00:57:48,540 and my daughter's figure in the abstract piece 1101 00:57:48,540 --> 00:57:52,083 is me and my daughter hugging, and we are in emotion. 1102 00:57:52,940 --> 00:57:56,900 That's why you see like two heads of my daughter's head, 1103 00:57:56,900 --> 00:57:59,233 couple hands of my hands. 1104 00:58:01,070 --> 00:58:05,150 And this one is eight feet wide, 1105 00:58:05,150 --> 00:58:10,150 no eight feet high, and 15 feet wide piece. 1106 00:58:11,280 --> 00:58:14,520 And I titled this one, Cocoon 1107 00:58:14,520 --> 00:58:18,700 and me and my daughter are here in this mess together. 1108 00:58:18,700 --> 00:58:23,663 And I am protecting her with my experience, my memory. 1109 00:58:27,290 --> 00:58:31,803 After a while, years of making these abstract pieces, 1110 00:58:33,810 --> 00:58:36,700 I change it the piece, 1111 00:58:36,700 --> 00:58:40,570 I display these pieces vertically instead of horizontally, 1112 00:58:40,570 --> 00:58:42,130 and the piece got bigger too. 1113 00:58:42,130 --> 00:58:45,913 Now it is five feet wide and 15 feet long. 1114 00:58:47,850 --> 00:58:52,850 And I changed the display from horizontal to vertical 1115 00:58:52,930 --> 00:58:57,930 because now it is not a bad shape 1116 00:58:58,400 --> 00:59:00,320 where two people are struggling, 1117 00:59:00,320 --> 00:59:03,413 but it is a shape of a mother's long hair, 1118 00:59:03,413 --> 00:59:05,330 a mother's strong hair. 1119 00:59:05,330 --> 00:59:10,220 And instead of I am trapped in perpetrators territory, 1120 00:59:10,220 --> 00:59:15,130 I am inviting the perpetrator inside my territory. 1121 00:59:15,130 --> 00:59:20,130 On top of this paper, I ripped the perpetrator. 1122 00:59:20,800 --> 00:59:25,800 Sometimes I'd attach tapes on it and pour ink, 1123 00:59:27,030 --> 00:59:31,220 and I ripped the paper off with the ink. 1124 00:59:31,220 --> 00:59:34,460 So I am removing the perpetrator from my territory, 1125 00:59:34,460 --> 00:59:39,460 and I am also displaying that for everybody to see. 1126 00:59:39,520 --> 00:59:42,103 So I am displaying, this is the perpetrator, 1127 00:59:42,103 --> 00:59:47,103 this is the person who hurt us, hurt me when I was a child. 1128 00:59:48,300 --> 00:59:53,300 Through this, I gained a lot of power, as you can see, 1129 00:59:54,540 --> 00:59:59,540 I start as this powerless, weak victim, a little child. 1130 01:00:00,460 --> 01:00:05,460 When I first regained a memory of domestic childhood abuse, 1131 01:00:06,580 --> 01:00:08,827 I couldn't really function. 1132 01:00:08,827 --> 01:00:11,730 I wasn't able to make any more art. 1133 01:00:11,730 --> 01:00:14,890 I had to this slump for a while. 1134 01:00:14,890 --> 01:00:18,210 And then I start making abstract work, 1135 01:00:18,210 --> 01:00:20,750 depicting myself as a child victim. 1136 01:00:20,750 --> 01:00:24,370 And then that child victim grew to be a mother, 1137 01:00:24,370 --> 01:00:29,003 and that mother become a protector and a creator. 1138 01:00:30,800 --> 01:00:32,880 This is kind of how I start. 1139 01:00:32,880 --> 01:00:35,040 This one is actually getting bigger, 1140 01:00:35,040 --> 01:00:38,320 five feet wide and 30 feet long. 1141 01:00:38,320 --> 01:00:42,420 I seen myself keep thinking I was trapped in this 1142 01:00:42,420 --> 01:00:43,740 dark ink pieces. 1143 01:00:43,740 --> 01:00:47,740 So that's why he was getting longer and longer. 1144 01:00:47,740 --> 01:00:52,330 You can kind of see me in the middle of the piece 1145 01:00:52,330 --> 01:00:54,740 so you can kind of see how big it is 1146 01:00:54,740 --> 01:00:58,483 and how time consuming to make these pieces is. 1147 01:01:03,140 --> 01:01:07,020 After awhile, because I felt so captured, 1148 01:01:07,020 --> 01:01:11,670 so trapped in this perfect rectangular canvas, 1149 01:01:11,670 --> 01:01:14,370 one day I got drunk and I came home 1150 01:01:14,370 --> 01:01:19,360 and I saw this perfect rectangular shape of perpetrators, 1151 01:01:19,360 --> 01:01:22,100 and I got so upset I ripped everything. 1152 01:01:22,100 --> 01:01:27,100 I cut them with scissors and display everywhere. 1153 01:01:27,420 --> 01:01:30,214 And this one is actually a Champlain Collegey 1154 01:01:30,214 --> 01:01:32,390 installation piece. 1155 01:01:32,390 --> 01:01:37,390 And I made this a big cave like ink club 1156 01:01:41,540 --> 01:01:45,330 and invited viewers inside where I was. 1157 01:01:45,330 --> 01:01:50,330 This is kind of my last piece (indistinct) abstract piece. 1158 01:01:50,450 --> 01:01:52,700 This one is called chrysanthemum. 1159 01:01:52,700 --> 01:01:56,290 I drew chrysanthemum flower all over this paper 1160 01:01:56,290 --> 01:01:59,330 because in chrysanthemum, in Korea, 1161 01:01:59,330 --> 01:02:04,330 we use this flower in funerals to send people away. 1162 01:02:06,160 --> 01:02:06,993 So for me, 1163 01:02:06,993 --> 01:02:09,760 I realized after about four years of making 1164 01:02:09,760 --> 01:02:11,690 these abstract pieces, 1165 01:02:11,690 --> 01:02:15,330 I realized I gained myself back again. 1166 01:02:15,330 --> 01:02:19,857 I will never be the same person, and before I was raped, 1167 01:02:22,040 --> 01:02:26,980 but I gained my power through making art. 1168 01:02:26,980 --> 01:02:30,350 And chrysanthemum is also the flower that blooms 1169 01:02:30,350 --> 01:02:34,883 after like first cold, the first snow like mums. 1170 01:02:35,859 --> 01:02:40,020 So they go through this hard night obstacles in their life 1171 01:02:42,350 --> 01:02:45,970 and they don't compete with these beautiful summers, spring, 1172 01:02:45,970 --> 01:02:46,920 fall flowers. 1173 01:02:46,920 --> 01:02:51,650 They bloom at the late latest and they bloom beautifully. 1174 01:02:51,650 --> 01:02:54,620 And that's kind of how I saw myself, 1175 01:02:54,620 --> 01:02:58,047 went through turmoils in my life 1176 01:02:58,047 --> 01:03:02,173 but I was able to be more powerful than before. 1177 01:03:03,930 --> 01:03:07,480 After a while I started making this painting 1178 01:03:07,480 --> 01:03:09,640 called giant Asian girls. 1179 01:03:09,640 --> 01:03:14,640 I start with the replacing white female Disney characters 1180 01:03:16,270 --> 01:03:18,710 to Asian female characters. 1181 01:03:18,710 --> 01:03:20,320 Because like I said before, 1182 01:03:20,320 --> 01:03:24,830 I always felt like I did not belong here. 1183 01:03:24,830 --> 01:03:25,940 That I was alienated. 1184 01:03:25,940 --> 01:03:30,200 That I grew up with this Disney fairytales, 1185 01:03:30,200 --> 01:03:32,920 Christian Anderson and green brothers stories 1186 01:03:34,480 --> 01:03:38,600 read Richard scary stories in Korea growing up. 1187 01:03:38,600 --> 01:03:40,460 But when I came to America, 1188 01:03:40,460 --> 01:03:44,950 I realized that I might never be the main character here 1189 01:03:44,950 --> 01:03:49,610 that I thought I will be the Cinderella type of person 1190 01:03:49,610 --> 01:03:52,470 or the main character in Alice in Wonderland. 1191 01:03:52,470 --> 01:03:56,090 But the people around us did not see me like that. 1192 01:03:56,090 --> 01:03:59,260 I was just that little Asian girl, so that really upset me 1193 01:03:59,260 --> 01:04:02,610 and I replacing these Disney characters 1194 01:04:02,610 --> 01:04:07,610 in Western fairy tale characters with the Asian people. 1195 01:04:07,650 --> 01:04:10,463 This one is called Sleeping Beauty. 1196 01:04:13,330 --> 01:04:16,443 This one is again, Alice in Wonderland. 1197 01:04:20,340 --> 01:04:24,490 I also realized in America, Asian people, 1198 01:04:24,490 --> 01:04:29,490 Asian females are seen in a particular way. 1199 01:04:30,190 --> 01:04:32,963 This one is images from Mr. Saigon, 1200 01:04:34,270 --> 01:04:39,270 and this Asian woman, 1201 01:04:39,340 --> 01:04:41,863 being Mrs. Saigon and Madam Butterfly. 1202 01:04:42,930 --> 01:04:47,930 They are the Asian females who are weak and small, 1203 01:04:48,290 --> 01:04:53,113 and who's obedient, who are waiting for white male heroes. 1204 01:04:54,376 --> 01:04:58,493 And the stories are written by white male authors. 1205 01:04:59,350 --> 01:05:01,713 They are there to save us. 1206 01:05:02,873 --> 01:05:07,873 Like why would an Asian woman pick an Asian men 1207 01:05:09,290 --> 01:05:12,270 when we can pick a white men? 1208 01:05:12,270 --> 01:05:14,850 That's kind of what it is here. 1209 01:05:14,850 --> 01:05:18,860 She's always Madame Butterfly and Mrs Saigon, 1210 01:05:18,860 --> 01:05:22,353 they are prostitutes. 1211 01:05:23,400 --> 01:05:27,153 They sell their bodies, but there are also obedient, 1212 01:05:29,590 --> 01:05:31,760 they will wait for their lovers. 1213 01:05:31,760 --> 01:05:36,760 They will do everything they can do to be faithful, 1214 01:05:37,670 --> 01:05:40,770 but they can also fulfill White men 1215 01:05:41,670 --> 01:05:43,560 wildest sexual fantasies 1216 01:05:46,040 --> 01:05:48,130 After seeing Asian women like that 1217 01:05:48,130 --> 01:05:52,530 I realized my Asian woman in my paintings 1218 01:05:52,530 --> 01:05:56,360 kind of had that post of submissive, 1219 01:05:56,360 --> 01:05:59,183 they are always looking away, 1220 01:05:59,183 --> 01:06:03,200 they have this body language of not sure 1221 01:06:03,200 --> 01:06:05,313 of what they are looking for. 1222 01:06:06,930 --> 01:06:11,930 So as I start comparing them with how white women 1223 01:06:13,230 --> 01:06:16,200 were depicted in Western paintings as well, 1224 01:06:16,200 --> 01:06:18,430 like how light they were, 1225 01:06:18,430 --> 01:06:22,850 how light, they are lighter than like foam 1226 01:06:22,850 --> 01:06:24,360 and lighter than water, 1227 01:06:24,360 --> 01:06:28,750 how they are almost boneless and twisted body. 1228 01:06:28,750 --> 01:06:33,233 They always like allure men with this gazes, 1229 01:06:36,790 --> 01:06:37,990 how Aphelia, 1230 01:06:39,402 --> 01:06:44,402 is so beautiful in this water after she killed herself, 1231 01:06:44,460 --> 01:06:48,830 how sleeping woman, how sick woman, 1232 01:06:48,830 --> 01:06:52,720 how suicidal woman are idealizing the Western culture 1233 01:06:54,520 --> 01:06:59,520 and how Asian women are seen in Western culture as well. 1234 01:06:59,810 --> 01:07:02,510 They always compliment of how young we look, 1235 01:07:02,510 --> 01:07:05,070 how our hairs look so silky, 1236 01:07:05,070 --> 01:07:08,040 how our skin is pale enough 1237 01:07:08,040 --> 01:07:11,060 to fulfill the white people's desire. 1238 01:07:11,060 --> 01:07:13,177 But also we do not have these, 1239 01:07:13,177 --> 01:07:15,850 the white woman's strong personality. 1240 01:07:15,850 --> 01:07:18,520 We are culturally submissive. 1241 01:07:18,520 --> 01:07:21,373 We are culturally good mother and good wives. 1242 01:07:24,583 --> 01:07:26,920 Compare with that, the male portraits 1243 01:07:26,920 --> 01:07:28,873 are depicted very differently. 1244 01:07:30,250 --> 01:07:34,370 Like David's Napoleon and John Singer Sargent was built. 1245 01:07:34,370 --> 01:07:36,570 Theodore Roosevelt president, 1246 01:07:36,570 --> 01:07:39,190 they all like have their space. 1247 01:07:39,190 --> 01:07:41,750 They are owning their environment. 1248 01:07:41,750 --> 01:07:44,270 They're intelligent, they're powerful. 1249 01:07:44,270 --> 01:07:49,270 So I started using these poses on my guy and Asian girls. 1250 01:07:49,470 --> 01:07:54,470 First too, I used myself as a model because I didn't, 1251 01:07:55,210 --> 01:07:58,520 I was having hard time finding a picture of Asian woman, 1252 01:07:58,520 --> 01:08:00,920 having this confident poses. 1253 01:08:00,920 --> 01:08:03,510 Before I used a lot of magazine pictures, 1254 01:08:03,510 --> 01:08:06,270 but all this magazine pictures in a woman's world, 1255 01:08:06,270 --> 01:08:08,050 objectified and sexualized. 1256 01:08:08,050 --> 01:08:10,343 So I started using my self portrait. 1257 01:08:11,270 --> 01:08:16,207 This is the post from David's Napoleon and they are, 1258 01:08:18,030 --> 01:08:22,650 the backgrounds are the highest to Western culture. 1259 01:08:22,650 --> 01:08:27,650 They are Baroque and Renaissance and Gothic architectures. 1260 01:08:29,290 --> 01:08:30,310 This is how it started, 1261 01:08:30,310 --> 01:08:32,740 I take a picture of myself 1262 01:08:32,740 --> 01:08:37,740 and do a little sketch first layer of painting. 1263 01:08:39,700 --> 01:08:44,700 I collage the Paul Bunyan American lumberjack giant hero. 1264 01:08:45,620 --> 01:08:47,440 He is below my feet. 1265 01:08:47,440 --> 01:08:49,910 I am not trying to crush him. 1266 01:08:49,910 --> 01:08:53,150 So, you know, I am just aware that he's there. 1267 01:08:53,150 --> 01:08:55,439 I'm like, oh, you are there. 1268 01:08:55,439 --> 01:08:58,573 I heard you're a giant, but here you're very small. 1269 01:09:00,870 --> 01:09:05,870 I put soldiers and religious leaders below my feet, 1270 01:09:08,470 --> 01:09:13,300 and it is very satisfying and almost reversing 1271 01:09:13,300 --> 01:09:17,010 what I hear from other people in America, 1272 01:09:17,010 --> 01:09:21,070 how people are calling me when I'm walking with my daughter, 1273 01:09:21,070 --> 01:09:22,930 people are constantly asking me 1274 01:09:22,930 --> 01:09:25,447 if I'm a nanny to my own daughter. 1275 01:09:25,447 --> 01:09:30,447 I was thinking, why would white woman 1276 01:09:32,110 --> 01:09:34,320 holding hands with colored kids, 1277 01:09:34,320 --> 01:09:38,610 they assume these people adopted these kids 1278 01:09:38,610 --> 01:09:42,223 and Asian woman or colored mom, 1279 01:09:43,270 --> 01:09:47,013 when they're with white kids you assume we are nannies. 1280 01:09:50,681 --> 01:09:55,277 The children characters on kolaches are not about innocence 1281 01:09:56,540 --> 01:09:58,020 in both of the child, 1282 01:09:58,020 --> 01:10:03,020 who it is more about children's tantrum and ignorance, 1283 01:10:05,340 --> 01:10:09,317 stereotypical hate speech, ignorant comments, 1284 01:10:11,560 --> 01:10:14,160 how Asian woman should act. 1285 01:10:14,160 --> 01:10:17,473 So it's a depiction of a chaotic world around me. 1286 01:10:18,450 --> 01:10:23,450 And I got many volunteers who would like to be my (mumbles) 1287 01:10:24,990 --> 01:10:29,990 these women all went through hate speeches, 1288 01:10:30,350 --> 01:10:35,350 theory could be called judgment slashes. 1289 01:10:35,630 --> 01:10:40,630 And we've been asked, after the rise of Asian hate crime 1290 01:10:42,080 --> 01:10:44,085 these days after Donald Trump 1291 01:10:44,085 --> 01:10:49,040 constantly talking about Kung flu and Chinese virus, 1292 01:10:49,040 --> 01:10:52,410 I've been asked to when I was telling one of my friends 1293 01:10:52,410 --> 01:10:54,120 that I'm going to Asian markets, 1294 01:10:54,120 --> 01:10:58,103 she asked me if I am going to the market to buy bat meat, 1295 01:10:59,000 --> 01:10:59,833 something like that, 1296 01:10:59,833 --> 01:11:04,010 the people don't even think about they are hurting us, 1297 01:11:04,010 --> 01:11:06,070 it's a joke to them. 1298 01:11:06,070 --> 01:11:11,070 They talk about, they are dressed as in for Halloween, 1299 01:11:11,480 --> 01:11:13,660 they are dressed as a Chinese slut 1300 01:11:13,660 --> 01:11:17,350 and her boyfriend was a US military person. 1301 01:11:17,350 --> 01:11:19,730 That might be funny to them, 1302 01:11:19,730 --> 01:11:22,960 and then thinking they can share that with me, 1303 01:11:22,960 --> 01:11:27,810 but if you really think about it, it's really hurting us. 1304 01:11:27,810 --> 01:11:31,253 And this is my response to all these speeches, 1305 01:11:34,900 --> 01:11:38,090 and I have many volunteers who went through, 1306 01:11:38,090 --> 01:11:42,910 Asian people who got adapted to American culture, 1307 01:11:42,910 --> 01:11:45,020 who got adopted to American family, 1308 01:11:45,020 --> 01:11:48,820 who was born and raised here 1309 01:11:48,820 --> 01:11:51,923 constantly asked if they're international students. 1310 01:11:55,800 --> 01:11:59,380 When my mother was holding my daughter's hand the other day, 1311 01:11:59,380 --> 01:12:00,880 somebody asked her, 1312 01:12:00,880 --> 01:12:03,310 somebody said she was kidnapping my daughter, 1313 01:12:03,310 --> 01:12:04,430 all that kind of thing 1314 01:12:07,040 --> 01:12:12,040 that people think I've been asked a lot of interviews lately 1315 01:12:12,990 --> 01:12:15,683 after the rise of Asian hate crime, 1316 01:12:16,740 --> 01:12:21,520 but I wanted to say it's been there for the whole time 1317 01:12:23,500 --> 01:12:28,500 since first Asian people immigrated to America. 1318 01:12:28,930 --> 01:12:30,230 It has been there. 1319 01:12:30,230 --> 01:12:35,030 And then we are living with that discrimination 1320 01:12:36,568 --> 01:12:38,803 in our daily lives. 1321 01:12:41,220 --> 01:12:45,310 They are little larger than life sized. 1322 01:12:45,310 --> 01:12:47,293 So they are all sitting down. 1323 01:12:48,160 --> 01:12:51,770 Most of my (indistinct) Asian girls and scientists series 1324 01:12:52,660 --> 01:12:53,860 womans are sitting down. 1325 01:12:53,860 --> 01:12:56,573 So they are standing up, they are larger than life. 1326 01:12:59,460 --> 01:13:04,460 I also used the survivors of domestic violence 1327 01:13:05,770 --> 01:13:08,870 and sexual abuse for my models. 1328 01:13:08,870 --> 01:13:11,352 They are called the (indistinct) 1329 01:13:11,352 --> 01:13:13,820 I had a lot of UVM students 1330 01:13:13,820 --> 01:13:16,373 who wanted to be my models as well. 1331 01:13:17,240 --> 01:13:21,480 I was so happy to see yesterday, 1332 01:13:21,480 --> 01:13:24,510 all these UVM students gathered together 1333 01:13:24,510 --> 01:13:28,750 and doing a protest about speaking up about unfairness, 1334 01:13:28,750 --> 01:13:31,100 about how the school is dealing 1335 01:13:31,100 --> 01:13:36,100 with the student sex assault cases and sexual abuse cases. 1336 01:13:37,640 --> 01:13:41,900 It is not something that we should really hide under the rug 1337 01:13:41,900 --> 01:13:43,295 and not talk about it. 1338 01:13:43,295 --> 01:13:46,733 It's something we need to really bring it up. 1339 01:13:47,630 --> 01:13:50,780 The reason I am using local woman as a model 1340 01:13:50,780 --> 01:13:55,780 is because I want to tell everybody that these are us. 1341 01:13:56,020 --> 01:14:00,280 These are our sisters, our mother, these are our daughters. 1342 01:14:00,280 --> 01:14:04,700 These are not the people who you will only see in the movies 1343 01:14:04,700 --> 01:14:09,263 and a book that you read about, they are among us. 1344 01:14:12,970 --> 01:14:17,037 And they, I technology 1345 01:14:18,480 --> 01:14:22,160 and their power really inspired me 1346 01:14:22,160 --> 01:14:25,620 every time they come and volunteer to be my scientist, 1347 01:14:25,620 --> 01:14:29,170 they share their stories and they share their face 1348 01:14:30,770 --> 01:14:34,530 and their name, their actual name next to it 1349 01:14:34,530 --> 01:14:37,033 saying, this is me, I've been raped. 1350 01:14:38,600 --> 01:14:41,690 You can please share my story with others. 1351 01:14:41,690 --> 01:14:45,350 That requires enormous courage 1352 01:14:45,350 --> 01:14:48,510 because I understand I've been there. 1353 01:14:48,510 --> 01:14:51,970 I have been in that silence for very long time. 1354 01:14:51,970 --> 01:14:55,563 Sometimes it is just easier that way. 1355 01:14:56,900 --> 01:15:00,860 And in order to talk about it, it needs enormous courage. 1356 01:15:00,860 --> 01:15:05,860 And one of the professor, psychology professor in Korea 1357 01:15:06,090 --> 01:15:07,600 named Kyungil Kim. 1358 01:15:07,600 --> 01:15:12,373 He said, if you are in this situation 1359 01:15:13,450 --> 01:15:15,183 that you are stressed about, 1360 01:15:17,480 --> 01:15:22,400 if you want to run away, run away as fast as you can. 1361 01:15:22,400 --> 01:15:27,250 He says, run away using all your body 1362 01:15:27,250 --> 01:15:29,100 because your brain will understand 1363 01:15:29,100 --> 01:15:31,030 that you wanted get out of this situation. 1364 01:15:31,030 --> 01:15:34,650 The more you try, the more peaceful, 1365 01:15:34,650 --> 01:15:37,320 the faster you will be peaceful. 1366 01:15:37,320 --> 01:15:38,840 That's what I wanted to say. 1367 01:15:38,840 --> 01:15:42,540 Like, if you are stressed about an issue, 1368 01:15:42,540 --> 01:15:46,000 if you want to talk about rape cases, 1369 01:15:46,000 --> 01:15:50,650 if you want to talk about injustice do whatever you might, 1370 01:15:50,650 --> 01:15:52,480 you can do with your body, 1371 01:15:52,480 --> 01:15:56,910 like I was crawling on the floor for 300 hours 1372 01:15:56,910 --> 01:16:01,910 to fight with a perpetrator, make art, write something, 1373 01:16:01,940 --> 01:16:03,973 speak up, join the protest, 1374 01:16:06,150 --> 01:16:09,940 because you will eventually will give us a quick result 1375 01:16:09,940 --> 01:16:14,313 I believe, but he will also keep us peacefulness 1376 01:16:14,313 --> 01:16:15,293 in our mind. 1377 01:16:17,950 --> 01:16:20,660 And that was my last two slides, 1378 01:16:20,660 --> 01:16:23,323 I will send back to Andrea, thank you. 1379 01:16:24,400 --> 01:16:26,913 How do I, let me see. 1380 01:16:30,880 --> 01:16:31,713 - Oh wow. 1381 01:16:33,194 --> 01:16:36,970 As I'm gonna summarize some of the comments in the chat, 1382 01:16:36,970 --> 01:16:40,470 so powerful and brave and brilliant, 1383 01:16:40,470 --> 01:16:41,810 and I know we went a little over, 1384 01:16:41,810 --> 01:16:45,600 but I think we all could have listened to you all day. 1385 01:16:45,600 --> 01:16:49,240 I also want to acknowledge that hearing's traumatic stories 1386 01:16:49,240 --> 01:16:52,690 of trauma, we can feel that in our bodies and, you know, 1387 01:16:52,690 --> 01:16:55,270 I welcome you if you need to take a moment to stand, 1388 01:16:55,270 --> 01:16:58,020 stretch, breathe, to feel that, 1389 01:16:58,020 --> 01:16:59,170 check in with yourself. 1390 01:17:00,230 --> 01:17:01,610 It is 8:20. 1391 01:17:01,610 --> 01:17:04,260 We'd love folks to stay and chat 1392 01:17:04,260 --> 01:17:05,850 and ask their questions for a bit. 1393 01:17:05,850 --> 01:17:08,690 But we know you have some folks may need to leave, 1394 01:17:08,690 --> 01:17:10,080 feel free, 1395 01:17:10,080 --> 01:17:12,060 but since it is 8:20 AM 1396 01:17:12,060 --> 01:17:15,240 going to open it up to questions from everyone, 1397 01:17:15,240 --> 01:17:16,820 including the panelists for each other, 1398 01:17:16,820 --> 01:17:18,270 but including our audience. 1399 01:17:18,270 --> 01:17:20,360 And once again, you can put a question in the chat 1400 01:17:20,360 --> 01:17:22,180 and I'll read it for you, 1401 01:17:22,180 --> 01:17:25,190 or you can raise your hand or we're a small group, 1402 01:17:25,190 --> 01:17:28,140 so I think you could probably just unmute yourself and ask. 1403 01:17:43,710 --> 01:17:45,693 Yes, we have Jonathan. 1404 01:17:53,870 --> 01:17:56,060 - Let's see, can you hear me? 1405 01:17:56,060 --> 01:17:56,930 - Yes. 1406 01:17:56,930 --> 01:17:58,790 - Okay, awesome. 1407 01:17:58,790 --> 01:18:01,350 First I wanted to say hi to Misoo and Jen, 1408 01:18:01,350 --> 01:18:04,801 because I know them (laughs) 1409 01:18:04,801 --> 01:18:07,280 and I was very glad that I was able to be a part tonight. 1410 01:18:07,280 --> 01:18:11,003 And thank you for everyone sharing. 1411 01:18:11,958 --> 01:18:14,503 I'm gonna forget names, Nancy and Robin. 1412 01:18:14,503 --> 01:18:17,370 I had an idea of what question 1413 01:18:17,370 --> 01:18:18,520 I wanted to ask ahead of time 1414 01:18:18,520 --> 01:18:21,120 cause I teach a writing class that talks about, 1415 01:18:21,120 --> 01:18:25,080 investigates, free speech in the arts. 1416 01:18:25,080 --> 01:18:28,980 And as I was listening to everyone's talk, 1417 01:18:30,540 --> 01:18:33,140 I was sort of finding a connection 1418 01:18:33,980 --> 01:18:35,880 sort of between the mind and the body. 1419 01:18:37,600 --> 01:18:40,110 Cause when I think of free speech 1420 01:18:40,110 --> 01:18:42,370 and dilemmas of free speech, 1421 01:18:42,370 --> 01:18:43,610 that it usually sort of resides 1422 01:18:43,610 --> 01:18:46,220 at where the physical is, right? 1423 01:18:46,220 --> 01:18:49,250 When the speech translate into physical harm, right? 1424 01:18:49,250 --> 01:18:52,230 Which in some cases like with Charlottesville 1425 01:18:52,230 --> 01:18:55,510 or with hate crime is really tangible, right? 1426 01:18:55,510 --> 01:18:58,223 You can see the physical-ness of that. 1427 01:18:58,223 --> 01:19:02,210 And I was, the more I was thinking of each of your talks 1428 01:19:02,210 --> 01:19:04,860 that there isn't this clear line 1429 01:19:04,860 --> 01:19:07,400 between the physical and the mental 1430 01:19:07,400 --> 01:19:10,240 that the psychological and the mind 1431 01:19:10,240 --> 01:19:11,640 whether you're religious or not right 1432 01:19:11,640 --> 01:19:15,660 there's this blurry area between, and I guess, 1433 01:19:15,660 --> 01:19:19,730 so my question then is if you were to think about the limits 1434 01:19:19,730 --> 01:19:21,343 of where free speech should be, 1435 01:19:24,010 --> 01:19:26,730 would you place it at purely physical 1436 01:19:27,570 --> 01:19:29,500 waiting for that physical thing to happen 1437 01:19:29,500 --> 01:19:32,750 where someone is assaulted or someone is raped 1438 01:19:32,750 --> 01:19:33,893 or someone is killed, 1439 01:19:34,870 --> 01:19:36,670 or does it have to maybe be pulled back? 1440 01:19:36,670 --> 01:19:39,800 And we have to look at how is this actually, 1441 01:19:39,800 --> 01:19:43,093 how is free speech effecting us psychologically, mentally? 1442 01:19:44,460 --> 01:19:46,380 I don't know if that came across as well 1443 01:19:46,380 --> 01:19:49,297 as I had it in my head, but I'll leave it there. 1444 01:19:49,297 --> 01:19:51,870 And just whoever wants to take that, I'll just, 1445 01:19:51,870 --> 01:19:52,703 I'll leave it there. 1446 01:19:52,703 --> 01:19:55,103 I'll unmute myself and take my video away, so. 1447 01:19:58,867 --> 01:20:03,470 - I can maybe address a little bit of that 1448 01:20:04,920 --> 01:20:07,280 just from a spiritual standpoint, 1449 01:20:07,280 --> 01:20:12,280 when you are looking at the sort of the laws 1450 01:20:12,605 --> 01:20:16,360 that in Judaism govern speech, 1451 01:20:16,360 --> 01:20:20,040 we're really not supposed to speak ill of one another, 1452 01:20:20,040 --> 01:20:22,850 except for constructive purpose. 1453 01:20:22,850 --> 01:20:27,780 So, you know, that intuitively makes a lot of sense. 1454 01:20:27,780 --> 01:20:32,780 If the speech isn't constructive and going to help 1455 01:20:33,520 --> 01:20:36,146 uplift a person, 1456 01:20:36,146 --> 01:20:38,940 then we probably shouldn't be saying it. 1457 01:20:38,940 --> 01:20:40,773 And it's just really, 1458 01:20:42,833 --> 01:20:46,050 I guess we all have to sort of self monitor that, 1459 01:20:47,440 --> 01:20:51,110 I don't know that we can impose a blanket rule 1460 01:20:51,110 --> 01:20:52,500 over everything. 1461 01:20:52,500 --> 01:20:56,610 We can only sort of moderate ourselves and how we speak. 1462 01:20:56,610 --> 01:20:59,673 I had this, when I was doing this, 1463 01:21:00,990 --> 01:21:04,690 getting towards the end of the doing the seventh, 1464 01:21:04,690 --> 01:21:07,490 the end of the first seven pieces, 1465 01:21:07,490 --> 01:21:11,110 I had this epiphany, it hit me like a ton of bricks. 1466 01:21:11,110 --> 01:21:14,700 And really it was that our speech, 1467 01:21:14,700 --> 01:21:18,620 how we talk about and to one another 1468 01:21:18,620 --> 01:21:20,090 are the underpinnings of everything 1469 01:21:20,090 --> 01:21:22,280 that's wrong in the universe. 1470 01:21:22,280 --> 01:21:25,070 If we were just more careful 1471 01:21:25,070 --> 01:21:29,340 about how we spoke to and about each other, 1472 01:21:29,340 --> 01:21:34,340 I think that would go a long way to healing 1473 01:21:34,740 --> 01:21:39,740 a lot of the hatred and anger that's out there. 1474 01:21:40,040 --> 01:21:41,270 That is just, again, 1475 01:21:41,270 --> 01:21:45,030 coming from just a purely spiritual place 1476 01:21:45,030 --> 01:21:47,770 where someone has determined 1477 01:21:47,770 --> 01:21:51,660 some rules about speech and that in Judaism, 1478 01:21:51,660 --> 01:21:56,240 we aren't supposed to have any sort of negative speech 1479 01:21:58,490 --> 01:22:01,040 except for constructive purpose, 1480 01:22:01,040 --> 01:22:04,560 even by example of something as innocent 1481 01:22:04,560 --> 01:22:07,460 as two people meeting in the lunch room, 1482 01:22:07,460 --> 01:22:09,010 talking about a third person 1483 01:22:09,010 --> 01:22:12,160 and commiserating about the fact that the third person 1484 01:22:12,160 --> 01:22:13,663 didn't get the promotion. 1485 01:22:14,550 --> 01:22:19,550 That changes how you might look at that third person 1486 01:22:19,970 --> 01:22:22,000 ever so slightly 1487 01:22:22,000 --> 01:22:25,340 tiny, tiny, why didn't she get that promotion? 1488 01:22:25,340 --> 01:22:29,890 You know, is she not good enough changes or perception 1489 01:22:29,890 --> 01:22:33,040 ever, ever, ever so slightly without even realizing it? 1490 01:22:33,040 --> 01:22:35,450 Now you've got something against this person 1491 01:22:36,370 --> 01:22:38,860 who's perfectly nice, it just didn't get a job, 1492 01:22:38,860 --> 01:22:43,380 but she's tainted by some words, no fault of her own. 1493 01:22:43,380 --> 01:22:45,120 So it's, I think we should maybe 1494 01:22:45,120 --> 01:22:46,870 take a little bit of that to heart. 1495 01:22:47,860 --> 01:22:51,910 - Yeah, Robin here has 20 pieces in that series, 1496 01:22:51,910 --> 01:22:55,650 20 pieces by the time she got done with investigating 1497 01:22:55,650 --> 01:22:57,669 everything that Judaism had to teach about... 1498 01:22:57,669 --> 01:22:59,420 Teach us about hate speech. 1499 01:22:59,420 --> 01:23:03,050 And I learned a lot from her 20 pieces, 1500 01:23:03,050 --> 01:23:07,380 and it's easy a distinction to make physical harm 1501 01:23:07,380 --> 01:23:09,550 is just not the place to stop. 1502 01:23:09,550 --> 01:23:11,800 You really, the Jewish there, 1503 01:23:11,800 --> 01:23:13,480 her three murders one says 1504 01:23:13,480 --> 01:23:16,550 you murdered the souls of all three people, 1505 01:23:16,550 --> 01:23:18,440 the person talking, the person spoken to, 1506 01:23:18,440 --> 01:23:20,384 and this third person spoken about, 1507 01:23:20,384 --> 01:23:23,590 and actually the original, 1508 01:23:23,590 --> 01:23:25,060 in the original 10 commandments. 1509 01:23:25,060 --> 01:23:28,460 it's not thou shalt not kill it's though shalt not murder, 1510 01:23:28,460 --> 01:23:29,293 murder, 1511 01:23:29,293 --> 01:23:31,240 and murdering a person's soul 1512 01:23:31,240 --> 01:23:35,203 is considered at least as bad as murdering a person's body. 1513 01:23:36,380 --> 01:23:38,470 That also relates of course to what Misoo 1514 01:23:38,470 --> 01:23:40,870 was brave enough to put in her art 1515 01:23:40,870 --> 01:23:44,490 about killing the soul of the person. 1516 01:23:44,490 --> 01:23:47,940 It's not the physical damage is not the end of it, 1517 01:23:47,940 --> 01:23:48,893 it's the soul. 1518 01:23:49,740 --> 01:23:51,380 And that is what's crucial, 1519 01:23:51,380 --> 01:23:54,980 and what I was getting at in my paintings 1520 01:23:54,980 --> 01:23:57,460 is that we have to do a lot of self-examination 1521 01:23:57,460 --> 01:24:00,530 in order to be able to address these issues, 1522 01:24:00,530 --> 01:24:03,740 figure out where we stand and what we understand 1523 01:24:03,740 --> 01:24:05,350 and how we can teach our children 1524 01:24:05,350 --> 01:24:08,810 to not go repeating our mistakes. 1525 01:24:08,810 --> 01:24:11,420 It is something that every person in every generation, 1526 01:24:11,420 --> 01:24:14,218 in every spot you're in, fights, 1527 01:24:14,218 --> 01:24:15,880 if they have goodwill. 1528 01:24:15,880 --> 01:24:18,323 - So by way of just a very quick anecdote, 1529 01:24:19,730 --> 01:24:22,680 one of the other things that you're not supposed to do 1530 01:24:22,680 --> 01:24:24,880 when people are speaking Lashon Hara 1531 01:24:24,880 --> 01:24:26,920 is to stand there and listen to it. 1532 01:24:26,920 --> 01:24:30,170 And I got a phone call one Sunday morning from a girlfriend 1533 01:24:30,170 --> 01:24:32,590 who said, you're never gonna believe what happened. 1534 01:24:32,590 --> 01:24:34,670 And I'm like, okay, what happened? 1535 01:24:34,670 --> 01:24:37,780 She says, I was at a cocktail party on Saturday night 1536 01:24:37,780 --> 01:24:40,630 and I had just come in and I saw a group of women 1537 01:24:40,630 --> 01:24:43,480 whom I knew, and I got my drink, 1538 01:24:43,480 --> 01:24:45,300 and I went to this little group of women. 1539 01:24:45,300 --> 01:24:47,490 And the woman in the center was saying 1540 01:24:47,490 --> 01:24:51,370 some disparaging stuff about one of these other women 1541 01:24:51,370 --> 01:24:53,240 that were in the room, but not a part of the group. 1542 01:24:53,240 --> 01:24:54,750 She said, you know what I did? 1543 01:24:54,750 --> 01:24:56,070 I said, no, what did you do? 1544 01:24:56,070 --> 01:24:58,590 She said, I turned around and I left. 1545 01:24:58,590 --> 01:25:00,280 And she said, do you know what happened? 1546 01:25:00,280 --> 01:25:01,660 I said, no, what happened? 1547 01:25:01,660 --> 01:25:03,288 She said this morning, I got a phone call 1548 01:25:03,288 --> 01:25:05,650 from the woman who was gossiping 1549 01:25:05,650 --> 01:25:08,100 and saying unkind things about the woman 1550 01:25:08,100 --> 01:25:11,990 in the cocktail party apologizing to me. 1551 01:25:11,990 --> 01:25:15,010 If I had offended her with my speech, 1552 01:25:15,010 --> 01:25:17,510 I said, oh, (clapping) good for you. 1553 01:25:17,510 --> 01:25:19,220 So there are things that we can do 1554 01:25:19,220 --> 01:25:24,220 that are silent and proactive and not tolerated 1555 01:25:24,400 --> 01:25:29,400 without even having to utter words to people to fight back. 1556 01:25:31,020 --> 01:25:33,230 And I love that when she called and she told me that 1557 01:25:33,230 --> 01:25:34,133 I was like, yes. 1558 01:25:35,270 --> 01:25:36,470 - Thank you for bringing this up. 1559 01:25:36,470 --> 01:25:37,303 - Yes. 1560 01:25:39,960 --> 01:25:43,220 - Nancy and Robin, can I say something? 1561 01:25:43,220 --> 01:25:44,510 - Sure. - Yes. 1562 01:25:44,510 --> 01:25:49,067 - I think it's really inspiring what you were saying 1563 01:25:49,067 --> 01:25:52,290 about not saying bad thing about others. 1564 01:25:52,290 --> 01:25:55,610 I think it is all everybody knows about it. 1565 01:25:55,610 --> 01:25:57,160 Like what we should do 1566 01:25:57,160 --> 01:26:00,200 that we've been taught not to do that, 1567 01:26:00,200 --> 01:26:03,550 but sometimes it's very difficult. 1568 01:26:03,550 --> 01:26:06,663 I still gossip with my friends. 1569 01:26:08,130 --> 01:26:11,010 Like when I'm in the restaurant with my Korean friends 1570 01:26:11,010 --> 01:26:11,843 and we are like, 1571 01:26:11,843 --> 01:26:15,143 we can gossip loudly about the people next to us 1572 01:26:15,143 --> 01:26:17,593 because they would not understand us. 1573 01:26:17,593 --> 01:26:19,640 (laughing) 1574 01:26:19,640 --> 01:26:24,640 I almost think like it's just human nature to gossip. 1575 01:26:24,900 --> 01:26:28,040 And then I remember that the book Sapiens, 1576 01:26:28,040 --> 01:26:32,500 I don't know if you guys read about it, it's by the author, 1577 01:26:32,500 --> 01:26:33,853 Yuval Harari. 1578 01:26:35,100 --> 01:26:38,940 He mentioned that one of the things 1579 01:26:38,940 --> 01:26:41,070 that human is different than animal 1580 01:26:41,070 --> 01:26:46,000 is we gossip and that helped the human 1581 01:26:47,840 --> 01:26:49,050 build the civilization. 1582 01:26:49,050 --> 01:26:54,050 That was he's saying, which when I was reading them, 1583 01:26:56,840 --> 01:27:00,410 I'm like, oh, this is very interesting. 1584 01:27:00,410 --> 01:27:03,160 That he said like, by gossiping, 1585 01:27:03,160 --> 01:27:06,150 by telling each other who is dangerous, 1586 01:27:06,150 --> 01:27:08,050 who you should not talk to 1587 01:27:08,050 --> 01:27:11,010 that make us like our group or your group, 1588 01:27:11,010 --> 01:27:14,160 and you also like separate our group as well. 1589 01:27:14,160 --> 01:27:18,110 And then what can we just refreshing, 1590 01:27:18,110 --> 01:27:19,870 like after reading that book, 1591 01:27:19,870 --> 01:27:22,060 hearing from you and Robin 1592 01:27:22,060 --> 01:27:25,323 about a totally different point of view of a gossiping, 1593 01:27:26,188 --> 01:27:30,010 I wonder what you are thinking about that logic, 1594 01:27:31,106 --> 01:27:34,523 that gossip is important in human nature. 1595 01:27:35,990 --> 01:27:38,320 - Yeah, I'm also a biologist 1596 01:27:38,320 --> 01:27:42,100 and I especially liked studying things like this 1597 01:27:42,100 --> 01:27:43,700 when I was a lot younger. 1598 01:27:43,700 --> 01:27:48,470 And I do think that you have one can recognize 1599 01:27:48,470 --> 01:27:51,480 the importance of this sort of thing in human nature. 1600 01:27:51,480 --> 01:27:53,130 And in fact, there are many other things 1601 01:27:53,130 --> 01:27:55,040 that are important in human nature. 1602 01:27:55,040 --> 01:27:58,080 That can be issues when you want to develop 1603 01:27:58,080 --> 01:27:59,490 into a better human being. 1604 01:27:59,490 --> 01:28:01,150 When you have a world that's different 1605 01:28:01,150 --> 01:28:04,620 from a tribal situation where we were hunter gatherers, 1606 01:28:04,620 --> 01:28:07,680 and we had to be aware of everybody around us. 1607 01:28:07,680 --> 01:28:12,680 Now it crops up as an important defect because 1608 01:28:13,610 --> 01:28:15,690 just because it was important in the beginning, 1609 01:28:15,690 --> 01:28:18,660 doesn't mean it's important now for us to continue that. 1610 01:28:18,660 --> 01:28:21,160 I think we have to recognize where to draw the line, 1611 01:28:21,160 --> 01:28:24,860 and that's one of the reasons why I loved Robin's 20 pieces, 1612 01:28:24,860 --> 01:28:28,100 because it helped me learn where the line should be drawn. 1613 01:28:28,100 --> 01:28:29,480 The rabbis had thought about this 1614 01:28:29,480 --> 01:28:33,900 for centuries and centuries and written about it. 1615 01:28:33,900 --> 01:28:36,500 And to have that carefully considered thought 1616 01:28:36,500 --> 01:28:38,313 to me is an elevation. 1617 01:28:39,150 --> 01:28:43,380 I mean, I value my animal instincts still, 1618 01:28:43,380 --> 01:28:47,193 but there's a place to not have the same ones. 1619 01:28:50,924 --> 01:28:53,730 - I was thinking of the same thing Misoo 1620 01:28:53,730 --> 01:28:55,280 and it sounds glad you asked that. 1621 01:28:55,280 --> 01:28:57,030 And I appreciate Nancy's answer. 1622 01:28:57,030 --> 01:28:59,280 We have a question from Mave in the audience. 1623 01:29:00,810 --> 01:29:01,740 - Thanks so much. 1624 01:29:01,740 --> 01:29:04,890 So I'm Mave Eveha, I'm a linguist actually. 1625 01:29:04,890 --> 01:29:08,240 So all this talk about language is just really fascinating. 1626 01:29:08,240 --> 01:29:11,460 And I've been working on some of the work that I do 1627 01:29:11,460 --> 01:29:14,950 is a critical analysis of like newspaper reporting 1628 01:29:14,950 --> 01:29:17,590 of particular events. 1629 01:29:17,590 --> 01:29:20,350 I'm working right now on the Atlanta spot shootings. 1630 01:29:20,350 --> 01:29:22,400 And the way that sort of, that, you know, 1631 01:29:22,400 --> 01:29:25,540 racialized misogyny was reported on in the press 1632 01:29:25,540 --> 01:29:27,890 and how that compares to some other instances. 1633 01:29:27,890 --> 01:29:32,067 But I'm interested in particular if I wrote it down 1634 01:29:32,067 --> 01:29:34,850 and I can't remember even who said it, 1635 01:29:34,850 --> 01:29:36,810 and I'm sorry, but someone said, 1636 01:29:36,810 --> 01:29:40,870 I think, well, the slippage between cause and consequence 1637 01:29:40,870 --> 01:29:42,730 begins with language. 1638 01:29:42,730 --> 01:29:44,760 And I just wondered if you could talk 1639 01:29:44,760 --> 01:29:46,960 a little bit more about that, it was really intriguing. 1640 01:29:46,960 --> 01:29:50,090 And I just wanna say also that this felt 1641 01:29:50,090 --> 01:29:51,560 everybody's talks today 1642 01:29:51,560 --> 01:29:54,090 just felt really powerful and restorative to me, 1643 01:29:54,090 --> 01:29:57,720 and I really needed this today, and I appreciate all of it. 1644 01:29:57,720 --> 01:29:59,000 Thank you so much. 1645 01:30:03,929 --> 01:30:04,885 - You're muted. 1646 01:30:04,885 --> 01:30:06,480 - You're good. 1647 01:30:06,480 --> 01:30:08,690 - Oh, we're good now, oh, wonderful. 1648 01:30:08,690 --> 01:30:11,810 I thought that Tabor was here, maybe she had to log off 1649 01:30:11,810 --> 01:30:14,350 because she would have been the perfect person 1650 01:30:15,265 --> 01:30:16,880 to talk about that. 1651 01:30:18,440 --> 01:30:20,890 I can read you what she additionally wrote, 1652 01:30:20,890 --> 01:30:24,130 which I didn't get to share because of time. 1653 01:30:24,130 --> 01:30:25,990 But she said the layers of know 1654 01:30:26,870 --> 01:30:31,870 have been struck with a hammer of a typewriter circa 1940, 1655 01:30:31,970 --> 01:30:34,710 which elicits an energy of action, 1656 01:30:34,710 --> 01:30:38,053 not available in the silent type of a computer. 1657 01:30:39,232 --> 01:30:42,840 There then digitally enlarged 1658 01:30:42,840 --> 01:30:45,420 and his red lines get mingled with black type 1659 01:30:45,420 --> 01:30:48,950 of course of refusal seeks an alertness 1660 01:30:48,950 --> 01:30:51,640 in a real consequential time. 1661 01:30:51,640 --> 01:30:56,640 And I don't know what I can add to that. 1662 01:30:59,190 --> 01:31:01,654 I hope it went a little bit of a way 1663 01:31:01,654 --> 01:31:04,853 to answer your question. 1664 01:31:05,850 --> 01:31:08,060 - Maybe someone else has an observation. 1665 01:31:08,060 --> 01:31:12,383 - Maybe someone else has an observation and they can share. 1666 01:31:15,290 --> 01:31:18,703 - No, Jen, Lisa, (indistinct) 1667 01:31:20,900 --> 01:31:21,733 - I'm sorry. 1668 01:31:21,733 --> 01:31:24,197 I didn't understand the question. 1669 01:31:26,983 --> 01:31:30,670 - I think there was this idea of language 1670 01:31:30,670 --> 01:31:35,670 being this maybe catalyst and I think sort of comparing 1671 01:31:35,830 --> 01:31:38,250 both comments either positively or negatively 1672 01:31:38,250 --> 01:31:42,530 that language can conspicuous towards hate 1673 01:31:42,530 --> 01:31:45,710 or can be that know that that stops hate 1674 01:31:45,710 --> 01:31:47,437 if it stops it soon enough. 1675 01:31:51,630 --> 01:31:53,377 Oh, Jen's unmuting. 1676 01:31:53,377 --> 01:31:54,783 (chuckles) 1677 01:31:54,783 --> 01:31:56,163 It's very slow. 1678 01:32:02,870 --> 01:32:03,880 - Does that work? 1679 01:32:03,880 --> 01:32:04,713 - Yeah. 1680 01:32:04,713 --> 01:32:07,280 - Sorry, the chat comes up right over the buttons. 1681 01:32:07,280 --> 01:32:09,930 So I had to wait for the chat to go away. 1682 01:32:09,930 --> 01:32:11,530 I guess I just wanted to address it maybe 1683 01:32:11,530 --> 01:32:13,020 for more of a preventative, 1684 01:32:13,020 --> 01:32:15,250 because it's something I think about as a teacher. 1685 01:32:15,250 --> 01:32:18,750 And I think about, you know, especially with young folks, 1686 01:32:18,750 --> 01:32:21,620 like, and I'm also learning, 1687 01:32:21,620 --> 01:32:25,760 I think we're all learning ways of applying language 1688 01:32:25,760 --> 01:32:29,710 to identities and to the world that are affirmative, 1689 01:32:29,710 --> 01:32:32,360 that are respectful, that are inclusive. 1690 01:32:32,360 --> 01:32:37,160 And so I really think about ways of calling in 1691 01:32:37,160 --> 01:32:39,570 those different types of languages 1692 01:32:39,570 --> 01:32:41,730 when I'm doing workshops, when I'm teaching classes 1693 01:32:41,730 --> 01:32:43,650 and really, and also explaining 1694 01:32:43,650 --> 01:32:45,370 why those things are important, 1695 01:32:45,370 --> 01:32:47,060 why the shift in language is important, 1696 01:32:47,060 --> 01:32:48,830 especially if there's somebody in the room 1697 01:32:48,830 --> 01:32:50,760 who has that identity, 1698 01:32:50,760 --> 01:32:52,790 whether or not we realize that that like basically 1699 01:32:52,790 --> 01:32:54,800 we're trying to do harm prevention. 1700 01:32:54,800 --> 01:32:56,010 And so all these things, right. 1701 01:32:56,010 --> 01:32:56,843 And again, 1702 01:32:56,843 --> 01:32:59,140 it's so much about is understanding and connecting. 1703 01:33:00,429 --> 01:33:03,180 I really do believe that the more we can do that, 1704 01:33:03,180 --> 01:33:06,060 like we are less able to hurt others 1705 01:33:06,060 --> 01:33:08,280 when we can respect other people. 1706 01:33:08,280 --> 01:33:10,543 So as far as that, that slippage, 1707 01:33:11,490 --> 01:33:12,820 I do think that there's a preventative 1708 01:33:12,820 --> 01:33:15,880 in the way that we think about language and ask questions 1709 01:33:15,880 --> 01:33:17,760 and try to have that open dialogue 1710 01:33:17,760 --> 01:33:21,263 around how we understand our language impacting others. 1711 01:33:28,900 --> 01:33:32,923 - I often think about obviously PC, 1712 01:33:33,840 --> 01:33:36,100 whatever gets demonized so much, 1713 01:33:36,100 --> 01:33:38,420 but I think it's really, I think it's exactly, 1714 01:33:38,420 --> 01:33:41,010 it's just another way of framing what you're saying, Jen, 1715 01:33:41,010 --> 01:33:44,787 which is how we learn to evolve our language, 1716 01:33:44,787 --> 01:33:46,343 to reduce harm, 1717 01:33:48,060 --> 01:33:51,163 including understanding what is and is not acceptable. 1718 01:33:52,530 --> 01:33:54,423 - Am I unmuted? 1719 01:33:54,423 --> 01:33:55,256 - Yes. 1720 01:33:55,256 --> 01:33:56,170 - Okay, I think, yeah, 1721 01:33:56,170 --> 01:33:57,930 and I think it's funny, you said the PC thing, right. 1722 01:33:57,930 --> 01:33:59,540 That's got such a bad rap. 1723 01:33:59,540 --> 01:34:03,680 And I think that for me, when I think about the idea of PC, 1724 01:34:03,680 --> 01:34:07,410 I think it's more about like how we do it also, right, 1725 01:34:07,410 --> 01:34:10,270 instead of like policing people and slapping people 1726 01:34:10,270 --> 01:34:14,470 on the wrist is really just about affirming identities 1727 01:34:14,470 --> 01:34:16,570 and using it from that perspective. 1728 01:34:16,570 --> 01:34:19,190 And I think that that I don't like that 1729 01:34:19,190 --> 01:34:21,220 I understand where the whole PC thing comes from, 1730 01:34:21,220 --> 01:34:22,053 even though I don't like it. 1731 01:34:22,053 --> 01:34:24,622 So I think that there's more to it, 1732 01:34:24,622 --> 01:34:27,090 but I think that that really can turn people off 1733 01:34:27,090 --> 01:34:28,913 and break down this conversation. 1734 01:34:29,770 --> 01:34:32,967 - Right, I'm like, oh, go ahead. 1735 01:34:34,270 --> 01:34:37,793 - I started doing pretend play with my daughter. 1736 01:34:38,940 --> 01:34:42,690 You know, a lot of people don't experience that. 1737 01:34:42,690 --> 01:34:44,620 I been talking with my daughter, 1738 01:34:44,620 --> 01:34:49,540 like teach her here about Asian hate speeches 1739 01:34:49,540 --> 01:34:51,290 or discrimination at school. 1740 01:34:51,290 --> 01:34:53,350 And she's like, no, I happen, 1741 01:34:53,350 --> 01:34:57,683 and then, and I'm like, well, you will be in the situation, 1742 01:34:58,730 --> 01:35:01,170 and then we need to prepare for that. 1743 01:35:01,170 --> 01:35:05,110 So I wrote like a little goals 1744 01:35:05,110 --> 01:35:07,140 and then while we were doing like, 1745 01:35:07,140 --> 01:35:11,070 pretend evenly, like raccoon family, bunny family, 1746 01:35:11,070 --> 01:35:15,140 and then squirrel family does not like raccoons family. 1747 01:35:15,140 --> 01:35:17,390 And then we were doing like hate speech 1748 01:35:17,390 --> 01:35:21,850 and then like not, just practice not to be a bystander 1749 01:35:21,850 --> 01:35:24,720 and then get into that. 1750 01:35:24,720 --> 01:35:27,530 I think that like practicing that really helped us 1751 01:35:27,530 --> 01:35:30,200 because when we are actually 1752 01:35:30,200 --> 01:35:32,750 in that hate speech environment sometimes, 1753 01:35:32,750 --> 01:35:35,200 it's really hard to just jump in 1754 01:35:35,200 --> 01:35:37,940 if you are not prepared for it. 1755 01:35:37,940 --> 01:35:41,973 So I started doing that, I think it's really helping. 1756 01:35:43,130 --> 01:35:47,080 - That's amazing and a great idea for all parents 1757 01:35:47,080 --> 01:35:51,200 or people who interact with children or anyone. 1758 01:35:51,200 --> 01:35:53,073 Erica, you wanted to jump in here. 1759 01:35:55,280 --> 01:35:56,760 - Thank you. 1760 01:35:56,760 --> 01:36:01,690 These are really wonderful and powerful as everyone said. 1761 01:36:01,690 --> 01:36:03,900 And to me that the thing thought 1762 01:36:03,900 --> 01:36:05,900 that just kind of popped into my head 1763 01:36:05,900 --> 01:36:10,900 was that the other side of speech is listening. 1764 01:36:11,950 --> 01:36:16,170 And like I've been teaching in my course 1765 01:36:16,170 --> 01:36:17,930 of comparative religions 1766 01:36:17,930 --> 01:36:22,200 and we do a unit on native American culture and religion. 1767 01:36:22,200 --> 01:36:27,190 And in the writing that I've read 1768 01:36:27,190 --> 01:36:29,350 by native American teachers, 1769 01:36:29,350 --> 01:36:32,170 they're much more concerned with listening than speaking, 1770 01:36:32,170 --> 01:36:33,070 in fact. 1771 01:36:33,070 --> 01:36:37,630 So there's, and I think that 1772 01:36:38,750 --> 01:36:42,620 it occurs to me as a person who, you know, is part, 1773 01:36:42,620 --> 01:36:47,239 identify as part of the dominant culture in so many ways 1774 01:36:47,239 --> 01:36:52,120 that it's even more important to let others speak. 1775 01:36:52,120 --> 01:36:56,290 And so in this question of free speech 1776 01:36:56,290 --> 01:36:59,370 and who's allowed to decide who gets to speak 1777 01:36:59,370 --> 01:37:03,560 and that I feel like it's important 1778 01:37:03,560 --> 01:37:08,560 to have that kind of self awareness or self control 1779 01:37:10,790 --> 01:37:15,610 like Robin was talking about in some situations, 1780 01:37:15,610 --> 01:37:18,760 but then have this kind of boldness to speak 1781 01:37:18,760 --> 01:37:23,760 like Misoo was saying just now as well in that situation. 1782 01:37:24,210 --> 01:37:29,210 And it's so contextual to decide, you know, where am I now? 1783 01:37:33,430 --> 01:37:35,620 Who am I speaking to? 1784 01:37:35,620 --> 01:37:37,333 Who am I speaking over? 1785 01:37:38,490 --> 01:37:41,440 And what is my speech going to accomplish? 1786 01:37:41,440 --> 01:37:45,350 But I also feel like your art is speech as well. 1787 01:37:45,350 --> 01:37:49,067 And I am extremely grateful for all of it. 1788 01:37:49,067 --> 01:37:52,370 I wish I had known about that wooden quilt 1789 01:37:52,370 --> 01:37:55,783 so I could have come and participated, looked amazing. 1790 01:37:59,880 --> 01:38:00,800 - I'm looking for, 1791 01:38:00,800 --> 01:38:03,160 it'll be up hopefully permanently in the south end 1792 01:38:03,160 --> 01:38:06,480 at some point, and I'll post it on public social media. 1793 01:38:06,480 --> 01:38:07,313 And that happens. 1794 01:38:07,313 --> 01:38:08,146 We'll definitely be up for the Art Hop 1795 01:38:08,146 --> 01:38:09,100 hopefully before then. 1796 01:38:16,783 --> 01:38:18,220 - Unless there are any other questions 1797 01:38:18,220 --> 01:38:19,380 I might call it there, 1798 01:38:19,380 --> 01:38:23,130 but what ending on a high note, 1799 01:38:23,130 --> 01:38:25,830 I feel like this is such an amazing event. 1800 01:38:25,830 --> 01:38:28,600 Every single presentation was amazing 1801 01:38:28,600 --> 01:38:31,130 and our conversation was amazing. 1802 01:38:31,130 --> 01:38:35,690 And I just feel really blessed to be here with all of you 1803 01:38:35,690 --> 01:38:38,070 to hear about your amazing work 1804 01:38:38,070 --> 01:38:40,500 and to engage in this dialogue with all of you, 1805 01:38:40,500 --> 01:38:41,853 including our audience. 1806 01:38:42,770 --> 01:38:45,470 If there are any final thoughts, I'll invite them now. 1807 01:38:51,520 --> 01:38:52,770 - I just wanna say how a great plan 1808 01:38:52,770 --> 01:38:53,640 for pulling this together, 1809 01:38:53,640 --> 01:38:56,400 how there's so many different things happening here, 1810 01:38:56,400 --> 01:39:00,527 and the consequences of hate speech is like the, 1811 01:39:01,400 --> 01:39:02,500 it's so important, right? 1812 01:39:02,500 --> 01:39:04,580 And it's a thing we're able to talk about 1813 01:39:04,580 --> 01:39:06,530 and how many different ways we're able to address it 1814 01:39:06,530 --> 01:39:09,180 through language and through art. 1815 01:39:09,180 --> 01:39:12,210 And for curating this, Erica, 1816 01:39:12,210 --> 01:39:13,660 I'm really grateful for that. 1817 01:39:15,340 --> 01:39:17,340 - Yeah, I just want to say once again 1818 01:39:17,340 --> 01:39:20,510 how wonderful this is too, 1819 01:39:20,510 --> 01:39:24,260 COVID has brought the fact that we can do these meetings 1820 01:39:24,260 --> 01:39:27,490 and that I can meet all of you from across the country, 1821 01:39:27,490 --> 01:39:30,170 Robin and I can know you and which we otherwise wouldn't, 1822 01:39:30,170 --> 01:39:32,780 even though I have very close personal ties 1823 01:39:32,780 --> 01:39:33,990 to Burlington, Vermont, 1824 01:39:33,990 --> 01:39:36,650 I never would have met any of you any other way. 1825 01:39:36,650 --> 01:39:40,421 So thank you, and for I'm going to be watching you now, 1826 01:39:40,421 --> 01:39:41,971 I'm going to have to be picking up your work. 1827 01:39:41,971 --> 01:39:43,495 And following you. 1828 01:39:43,495 --> 01:39:44,534 - Great fans. 1829 01:39:44,534 --> 01:39:45,534 - Thank you. 1830 01:39:47,263 --> 01:39:49,300 - I guess I was gonna ask, 1831 01:39:49,300 --> 01:39:52,130 if you had mentioned there's part four, 1832 01:39:52,130 --> 01:39:53,610 are there ways artists should know 1833 01:39:53,610 --> 01:39:55,610 about ways to submit work? 1834 01:39:55,610 --> 01:39:59,933 - Oh, yes, the application is on our website, 1835 01:40:00,860 --> 01:40:03,165 Vector Artists Initiative. 1836 01:40:03,165 --> 01:40:06,340 - Vector Artist Initiative. 1837 01:40:06,340 --> 01:40:09,690 Singular, artistinitiative.mcom. 1838 01:40:09,690 --> 01:40:13,690 - I believe Erika has one has a mailing too. 1839 01:40:13,690 --> 01:40:15,120 - Yeah, we have a flyer. 1840 01:40:15,120 --> 01:40:18,580 - Yeah, but you can go directly to our website 1841 01:40:18,580 --> 01:40:21,010 if you can't find that, you probably can find Erica. 1842 01:40:21,010 --> 01:40:22,290 - Yeah, find Erica. 1843 01:40:22,290 --> 01:40:23,123 - Yeah. 1844 01:40:24,057 --> 01:40:24,993 - And the link is further up in the chat. 1845 01:40:24,993 --> 01:40:28,103 I'll try to repost it at the bottom, right? 1846 01:40:29,900 --> 01:40:31,660 - Yeah, we'd love to hear from any of you. 1847 01:40:31,660 --> 01:40:33,270 - Any of you that would like to submit 1848 01:40:33,270 --> 01:40:35,030 it's open to everyone, 1849 01:40:35,030 --> 01:40:39,360 all professional artists and it's free submission, 1850 01:40:39,360 --> 01:40:42,070 there's no fees for submitting. 1851 01:40:42,070 --> 01:40:43,910 We want as many voices, 1852 01:40:43,910 --> 01:40:47,907 varied voices as we possibly can in the conversation. 1853 01:40:47,907 --> 01:40:48,933 - The deadline? 1854 01:40:50,237 --> 01:40:52,513 - The deadline is June 1st. 1855 01:40:54,770 --> 01:40:58,310 So we give enough time for people to create new work 1856 01:40:58,310 --> 01:41:00,360 or to go through the work that already existed 1857 01:41:00,360 --> 01:41:02,210 and find some great stuff and submit. 1858 01:41:04,620 --> 01:41:06,310 - Okay, all righty. 1859 01:41:06,310 --> 01:41:08,942 - I would probably say one more thing, 1860 01:41:08,942 --> 01:41:11,310 which I should have said at the beginning, 1861 01:41:11,310 --> 01:41:16,310 but also to thank Eugene Culkin. 1862 01:41:16,910 --> 01:41:21,910 He generously donated money to the Jewish studies program 1863 01:41:22,780 --> 01:41:24,380 that supported this program 1864 01:41:24,380 --> 01:41:26,350 and has supported other programs in the past. 1865 01:41:26,350 --> 01:41:29,760 So he is our angel benefactor 1866 01:41:30,610 --> 01:41:32,250 and made a lot of this possible. 1867 01:41:32,250 --> 01:41:35,293 So I'm very grateful to him. 1868 01:41:39,270 --> 01:41:42,148 - All right, thank you everyone. 1869 01:41:42,148 --> 01:41:43,360 - Bye you guys. 1870 01:41:43,360 --> 01:41:45,510 - Great to meet you all (mumbles) together.